This is one of those weird moments when my soopersekritharrypotterfandom life intersects with my work life. This morning a bunch of colleagues posted this on various social media, and I think its so so so SO awesome that I'm totally going to plan my OF using this method. Its totally in line with how my brain works. <3 spreadsheetslikeafool
POTD: J.K. Rowling's Plot Spreadsheet for Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix * sigh love sigh *
Now that that's over...
I'm not making it.
I keep thinking next week will be better, next will be easier, less busy, more fun, more money, etc... but next week keeps being harder than the week before. Everything right now just seems to keep getting harder and harder. The bills are @&*&^@*!! and I'm working like 6 days a week. Some of my projects are way over my head and I don't really have the option to ask for help, or the time to research so that I can not be over my head. I just have to fake it 'til I make it. But its so hard. I hate not feeling good at something and it causes me to procrastinate and eat chocolate peanut butter ice cream - which in no way helps the situation. Its so hard to not get caught up in regrets (entirely financial) which really serve no purpose.
But there is work. There's lots of work. I just need an all out leave the country for a month thanks to some kind rich benefactor kind of vacation. And I need someone to clean my house and tackle big projects like finishing my office thats been in kahoots for over a year.
Oh, but Luca is turning one in a few days!!! His party is in one week on Saturday and I'm quite looking forward to it. :)
Alright, back to the grindstone.... Thank you for listening to my same old bullshit again. I really do still love you guys. <3