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this could very well be one of the worst weeks of my life
i cant remember when ive felt this much stress, jk i can, end of freshman year and i think we all kno about that, dont we?
anyway, so monday at fh i played really bad cuz i always play bad on mondays, then tuesday, about a half hour before i was about to leave for fh, my gma calls, apparently my gpa chuck (well technically uncle, but since my real gpa is already dead, hes my surrogate gpa) died that morning :(
i ended up going to practice, ran arapahoe, then heather had to tell johnston for me cuz i couldnt, and she sent me home saying that i didnt have to come tomorrow or thursday
well i went yesterday in the middle of practice and didnt play so well, but that couldve been the grief, and besides, it didnt seem to me that very many people were doing well so i wasnt put off
then this morning i went to practice, and we ran a timed mile and a half and actually didnt do that bad, then we ran like 300's and 200's and i actually finished 2nd to jessie harris, so i was pretty happy when i went home, then i went to the afternoon practice, and she divided everyone to go with her and waters, with all the old varsity players and almost all the returners and a few freshmen going with her, and me jessie godin and rachel going with waters and all the beginners. i have never had a worse practice, i was so frusterated the whole time--i had to teach some girls how to hit! ahh! it sucked! so ive basically taken thi as a sign that im gonna be on jv again (who knows y, cuz i didnt pretty well last week), but i dont know for sure, so i still have hope, but if i do, ive already decided that im gonna quit-yes QUIT! i dont know what ill do with my time, but its not gonna be spent on jv field hockey!
oh yes, and because i didnt go to link crew training on tuesday, im not in it anymore-which i think is retarded, bc i think death is a pretty good excuse to skip something
and lucky me, i still have almost all my summer hw to do! yay, wont this weekend be fun....
i cant remember when ive felt this much stress, jk i can, end of freshman year and i think we all kno about that, dont we?
anyway, so monday at fh i played really bad cuz i always play bad on mondays, then tuesday, about a half hour before i was about to leave for fh, my gma calls, apparently my gpa chuck (well technically uncle, but since my real gpa is already dead, hes my surrogate gpa) died that morning :(
i ended up going to practice, ran arapahoe, then heather had to tell johnston for me cuz i couldnt, and she sent me home saying that i didnt have to come tomorrow or thursday
well i went yesterday in the middle of practice and didnt play so well, but that couldve been the grief, and besides, it didnt seem to me that very many people were doing well so i wasnt put off
then this morning i went to practice, and we ran a timed mile and a half and actually didnt do that bad, then we ran like 300's and 200's and i actually finished 2nd to jessie harris, so i was pretty happy when i went home, then i went to the afternoon practice, and she divided everyone to go with her and waters, with all the old varsity players and almost all the returners and a few freshmen going with her, and me jessie godin and rachel going with waters and all the beginners. i have never had a worse practice, i was so frusterated the whole time--i had to teach some girls how to hit! ahh! it sucked! so ive basically taken thi as a sign that im gonna be on jv again (who knows y, cuz i didnt pretty well last week), but i dont know for sure, so i still have hope, but if i do, ive already decided that im gonna quit-yes QUIT! i dont know what ill do with my time, but its not gonna be spent on jv field hockey!
oh yes, and because i didnt go to link crew training on tuesday, im not in it anymore-which i think is retarded, bc i think death is a pretty good excuse to skip something
and lucky me, i still have almost all my summer hw to do! yay, wont this weekend be fun....