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the last couple of days have been kindof crazy and emotionally fucking taxing as hell. and JESUS it feels good to have everything pretty much solved.
(Ellie don't worry it's all fine)
really, it's amazing how much one friend can influence someone. A few typed words and it changed everything from anger and sadness to relief and happiness i guess. i felt like complete shit last night.
fuck i'm sorry. but here's something really important about me: I am judgemental, but only upon my own experiences. the first ten minutes of meeting someone can determine how i see them for as long as i know them. there are certain things i just can't stand and don't want to deal with. But for the sake of others i'll try to ignore them. but first and foremost i hate it when my friends are down. there's little i wouldn't sacrifice to make them feel better.
well, break's going allright i guess.
i think i'll have to deal with making my lj friends only
(Ellie don't worry it's all fine)
really, it's amazing how much one friend can influence someone. A few typed words and it changed everything from anger and sadness to relief and happiness i guess. i felt like complete shit last night.
fuck i'm sorry. but here's something really important about me: I am judgemental, but only upon my own experiences. the first ten minutes of meeting someone can determine how i see them for as long as i know them. there are certain things i just can't stand and don't want to deal with. But for the sake of others i'll try to ignore them. but first and foremost i hate it when my friends are down. there's little i wouldn't sacrifice to make them feel better.
well, break's going allright i guess.
i think i'll have to deal with making my lj friends only