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So I woke up super early today all excited because I was allowed to hang out with someone. And I got stood up. I called at 9, which was to plan, and they said they'd call back in a minute... I watched two movies, still no call, so I call him back. He'd fallen asleep and wants to continue sleeping. That's fine. He says he will call when he's awake. I get online and am talking to someone, and they tell me he is online, so they give me his screen name and sure enough, he is... Which means he's awake, but hasn't called. That's fine, maybe he's still in the process of getting dressed and whatnot. Then he calls an hour later telling me he can't hang out because he forgot he had to go to his aunts and he will be there all day. That's fine, family obligations, I understand. So I go to the grocery store, come home, prepare dinner, take my brother to karate (alone :(), come home, get on the computer to tell Jessie I love her, and he signs online, which means he's not at his aunt's, which means he bullshitted. That sucks. I don't care if we have plans and you just don't feel like hanging out with me anymore... Just tell me. Don't make me sit around all day waiting for a phone call that never comes. That sucks. I'm sad. I can FINALLY hang out with someone and they bullshit. God damn.
Anyways. In other news. The weather sucks. It's pouring, and is supposed to all week. My car is dying more and more each day, and having it sit out on the curb unused for days at a time isn't helping. It shakes weird now. Not the well known Vibrator shakes, these are new, about to die shakes. I'm sad. I love my car. It's funny how attached I am, but there are so many good memories that flood your head just from sitting in it. I made a damn good dinner for tonight. My dad thinks I should be a chef or something. That'd be neat, I think. I like to cook. And I do it well. I invited my mom over, but she said she can't come because Ken would be upset. He's been feeding himself for fifty years now, I think he could manage a night without my mom supplying food. I'm so proud of what I made. I made the recipe up on my own- those always turn out best. I might get to go to Charleston this weekend with Ellie, Sean, and Mike. That'd be awesome. A good way to spend three of my eleven days left. I miss Ryan and Jessie. A lot. I get lonely smoking ciggarettes now. Haha. I need to start looking for a job.
Chico! Give me a holla' one day when you're not doing anything and let's do something! My mom said I can hang out with you. :D
Anyways. In other news. The weather sucks. It's pouring, and is supposed to all week. My car is dying more and more each day, and having it sit out on the curb unused for days at a time isn't helping. It shakes weird now. Not the well known Vibrator shakes, these are new, about to die shakes. I'm sad. I love my car. It's funny how attached I am, but there are so many good memories that flood your head just from sitting in it. I made a damn good dinner for tonight. My dad thinks I should be a chef or something. That'd be neat, I think. I like to cook. And I do it well. I invited my mom over, but she said she can't come because Ken would be upset. He's been feeding himself for fifty years now, I think he could manage a night without my mom supplying food. I'm so proud of what I made. I made the recipe up on my own- those always turn out best. I might get to go to Charleston this weekend with Ellie, Sean, and Mike. That'd be awesome. A good way to spend three of my eleven days left. I miss Ryan and Jessie. A lot. I get lonely smoking ciggarettes now. Haha. I need to start looking for a job.
Chico! Give me a holla' one day when you're not doing anything and let's do something! My mom said I can hang out with you. :D