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Why do people make promises if they're just gonna break them? Thats what hurts me the most. And why do people lie? Its like damn just grow some balls and tell the truth. When it comes to me thats all it ever is... broken promises and lies. Not me doing it but everyone close to me doing it to me. Why why why? And the only person that I truly love with all of my heart it seems like thats all he ever does and it hurts me so bad. Prom is tonight. Prom is tonight and it hurts me because to me you senior prom is like a really big part of your life.... and it hurts cuz I cant be there with him. I wouldnt mind so much except hes going with another girl. Who just happens to be really gorgeous. I trust him at prom. But I dont trust him with her at a party afterwards. And at first he was like oh im just gonna come home and spend time with you... but now its like yeah we're prolly gonna go and there prolly gonna have sex. WWWHHHYYY?!?!?!? I just really wanna die right now. I dont know what I would do if he cheated on me. Oh well. Guess we'll find out.