I like the smell of febreeze...
So here I am back at the Nasti Natti...wasting the febreeze as Laura(my wife) glares at me.I even bought her a proper wedding ring..a gooey,squishy, fushia light up ring that looks like a disco on your finger. I missed my ladies like whoa. SO bradley told me to update because it's been like a year that I haven't so why the hell not. Ah yes the life of Suzie.Well i got back from Cali the 3rd and all I have to say is planes can suck a dong. Every friggin plane I was on was delayed so that was the uncooliest of uncool. Cali's weather sucked much like it is now..rainy depressing and cold. Everyone has this mind set of Cali being amazingly sunny and pretty Northern Cali isn't so much. Some of it was very picturequse like Sean's parents house and Tahoe(which i only went once damn snow!). Being with him made me happy...when I was. I wish he didn't work so much, it's not his fault but that put a damper on the trip. Christmas was fun his parents were so cute and got me gifts I am very grateful for what they did for me on the trip. New Years I got smashed and passed out super early like a big tool bag but I still had fun. Oh, and another fun fact Suzie puked for the first time in a year! Yes it's true I let my guard down and took too many shots of bacardi too fast. I was sick a lot of the time in Cali and Sean took care of me which makes me smile at the thought of him getting up just to make me food or get me a juice. I kindof make him sound like a bitch...haha. Well he is my bitch but I do cute things too...I promise. Leaving him bah you know how goodbyes go. Crying, hugging, crying again wondering what the future will hold. Staring at the pretty ring he got me wishing he would move here, but knowing I have to respect his decision whatever it may be, whatever makes him happy. That's love I guess...making someone happy before yourself. I need a job terribly. I am going out tomorrow to do some hunting and find a job that will make me some moolah.Gah! I miss friends from home...I wish i got to see them more. I called everyone on New Years and it just made me sooo happy to hear them say they miss me and wish I was there. I don't know what to do about school UC is pissing me off. I dont like the fact I have to take classes at Cincy State for three days a week and they don't start till feb so I basically just sit around those days. Who knows...the future is so stressful. I wish it were easy getting there. And to end this freakishly long delayed journal entry..I like Popeyes chicken I had it on the way home today..if Cincy had it, it would be a magical thing.