My voice, my vooiiiiiceee. Does writing all of this down even help?
Man, whenever I get torn up in some way, like getting told my voice is awful and that I have no technique, I find that I really have to relax and just worry about the big picture.
Schultz then proceeded to psychoanalyze me through my vocal technique by telling me that I probably felt like every other aspect of my life was out of control of but voice, and that I simply have to let go. Immediately after she says it, of course, it becomes obvious.
So, the next few days will be spent on kittens and learning music and focusing on sensation when I sing. It's all so overwhelming. I can't even think about Missouri. I've been going through Classical Singer magazine and looking at all the different schools. I don't know what to do with my life. I feel totally directionless, and therefore worthless.
Directionless and out of control.
I WANT TO HAVE A CLASSICAL SINGING PERFORMANCE CAREER SO, SO BADLY.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will.”
And I always feel like I'm crazy! Like today in chamber, I felt totally crazy and alienated. It's all in my head, though, I guess.
Schultz then proceeded to psychoanalyze me through my vocal technique by telling me that I probably felt like every other aspect of my life was out of control of but voice, and that I simply have to let go. Immediately after she says it, of course, it becomes obvious.
So, the next few days will be spent on kittens and learning music and focusing on sensation when I sing. It's all so overwhelming. I can't even think about Missouri. I've been going through Classical Singer magazine and looking at all the different schools. I don't know what to do with my life. I feel totally directionless, and therefore worthless.
Directionless and out of control.
I WANT TO HAVE A CLASSICAL SINGING PERFORMANCE CAREER SO, SO BADLY.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.”
“Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will.”
And I always feel like I'm crazy! Like today in chamber, I felt totally crazy and alienated. It's all in my head, though, I guess.