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I have alot of homework to do but I decided i'm too depressed to do any of it. I'm also too stupid. I'm so stupid I cant even find a book at the dumb library and I find books for a living. How pathetic is that? I have so much shit to cry about and no theirs no one to even care to pretend to lisen. Fucking asshole! Fuck life! I'm so old I will never do a dam thing with it. I want to cry and screem and kick shit! Why dosnt anyone give a shit about me? Its not fair. Fuck this life. I dont know what else to say but I wish I wasnt dumband annoying and I wish people liked me like I liked them.
I want to smile like I do when I watch Bella Lugosi movies and like I did when I got to see Karling Abbygate ( I got to see Karling Abbygate!) and how cool her band was and how amaizing it was but I just feel so dumb because I am dumb. Why? Its not fair! I just want to leran and be like everybody else, but I'm fucked up and retarded.
I want to smile like I do when I watch Bella Lugosi movies and like I did when I got to see Karling Abbygate ( I got to see Karling Abbygate!) and how cool her band was and how amaizing it was but I just feel so dumb because I am dumb. Why? Its not fair! I just want to leran and be like everybody else, but I'm fucked up and retarded.