stupid
I'm really very sad that I have to miss the stars tonight. I know I diserve it. But I dont know how long I can stand being alone day after day. I hope I just fall asleep after work. I dont think I will because I slept all day today and I can only sleep so much. Why am I so stupid? I wish their was someone who could just give me all the answers. I'm just like all the poeple therapists wright about in the self help books I shelve. They have such sad tittles some times. I was feeling better but I want to feel fantastic but I dont think I ever will. I hate everything. I dont even know what I'm saying right now I'm pretty much just ranting. Everything is just like before. Sleep wait for school, wait for work wait for sleep again. Sometimes I just want to sleep all the time. And maybee I'll never see Europe or even San fran. I need to stop complaining.