Dec 31, 2005 16:47
I don't want to be like anybody else, but we are all the same.
Some people lifes just seem so perfect I wonder about all their probelems. I'm just jeolus. Dam my space and dam magazeens and dam everything with all its beautifull people as if being beautiful is the most important thing in the world, When it should be the least. It is our obsession. I know i want to be god dam beautiful. I am content with the way I look but us girls are competetive bitches. Every bitch wants to be the sexiest bitch. I say if your too hot your just a conceided whore but not really.See? competitive. I want to be a suicide girl not because I'm a conceted whore not because I'm insecure not because I want attention, but beacuse i've been working out and damit I want somwone to see me naked! hahaha I jsut stole that line from a comedean. but it works.
I think I'm affraid of good things because its just one more thing that can be ripped away from me.
Agein i worry too much.