Oct 27, 2004 23:21
I had to write in here, it like was a must. Okay so latley i just recently droped some people off in my life, but now im back with one of them so its cool it was stupid shit. I through the love of my life out of my life w/e 2 years its been sweetie we wasited it all, ill always love him i really will its so fucking hard i still do love him, im not even ready for another relationship.so ive been killing myself over this last one, i had to end it.Life honestly latley has been going okay sorda, i mean i love my friends i just need someone to "fullfill" my needs a boyfriend<3. well not now i want to wait. May i say something oh so horribly but so true what is everyone now? all hardcore emo "preppy" yeah thats right preppy scene people get a life if you want to be different than why are you following everyone else im sorry i really do love you all. I swear if one of you say oh no its you thats changed it really hasent. Me and Marissa were talking about it how everyones a fucking sell out now its so true, guys what happend to the old days? i mean id walk out the house looking like a totally drag now i care way to much about my and now i really dont care let it go gross fuck what people say, how we all dident care what we looked like now everyone spends too much time on there make up and fucking hair and worrying about how they look so perfect than on the real point of fucking life. Get A life music is grand but we dont need to become and show people what we listen to, Be yourself, thats all that really matters.
Really needed to get that out its true and so obvious, sorry<3.
On Friday Kt is Picking me up and were going to the Calvary Show meeting up w/ major People, i really dont have any plans for Saturday But I will very soon, Sunday is going to be so hott me, Dee, Kt, Janine, Alyssa, everyone else walking around the whole hicksville town and im off the next day even cooler.
Oh geeze and school must write, obviously its cool obviously im cool in school obviously im not popular at all<3 i love it i dont need to go to school to fucking impress people i wake up looking like a crackhead all fucking day people even tell me im on pot i dont even care i really dont im sorry i dont wake up 3 hours earlier throwing on makeup, everyones preppy, ghetto, or wangsters at my school. (pathetic) oh and the girls? they kiss eachother on the cheek to say hello im sorry? but how fucking mornic is that i used to that w/ my friend courtney and all our guy friends but like cool now like " hello sweetie, i love you " " hello let me barf, fucking asshole " i love some of them but alot of them need to grow up and stop being fake, and all hi i know im so hott shit, so if you guys honestly think people are bad here go to my fucking school everyones a fake and pretends to fit in when they dont there fucking low lifes and im not saying this because im jealous because im really not, i just like to make fun of people on how " fake " someone can really be, they go to far w/ fitting in,Geeze Get A life, i really hope one of them reads this so they get into there head " there not all that "
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