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well, it's been a while since i've updated. it seems longer than it's really been. but this is the first time i have even been near my computer in like, five days. & a lot has happened since then.
a lot of the events, i am not at liberty to discuss. because it's not my story to tell. i'll just say that a lot of shit happened this weekend. a lot of drama. not mine, thank god. but i was close enough. my conclusion to the whole thing? people will do some crazy, stupid shit for attention.
anyhow, basically my days are spent at work. & my afternoons/nites are spent at andy/chris/matt's house. i love those guys. all of them. andy, chris, greg, mike, matt [even tho he thinks i am satan]. they are all genuinely nice guys. it's kind of strange. all we do is just chill, but it's a good environment because everyone gets along & everyone is just chilled out & mellow. but yeh, they are good guys. a lot of fun.
i've spent a lot of time with desley lately, too. it's kind of wierd. it's like the old days. but it's cool.
& the whole little christina thing. UGH. she makes me want to puke. kind of like she did in the middle of trying to run game on me. haha. but no. turns out she's a slut. & she's a liar. telling people that i "want to be with her soooo bad" then, i see her last nite after i haven't even talked to her in like a week & 1/2 & she gives me a hug as she leaves & says "call me sometime...you're depriving me." i was like WTF?! pSyChO! & then she's been calling me non-stop today wanting me to go party with her at the beach. i so don't fucking understand that girl. she's crazy. she wanted to pay me to go see her. she's insane. she's a liar. & she's a slut. but god, she's hott.
anyhow...i'm on to other people. another person. a guy. yeh, i know. be shocked. desley said she didn't think i would ever like a guy again. then TADA. anyhow. i'm not going to say any names as of now. & i don't know what's up with us. or if anything is. or what. be he is so sweet. & totally not someone i would normally like. i'm not normally one for the big, buff, jock-ish, party guys. but, he's so nice. & funny. & cute. & he fucking loves his cat & it's so fucking cute. i love bubby too tho. that is the coolest cat in the fucking world. period.
so yeh. basically, things are a little wierd & a little crazy rite now. i think everything around me is just changing. nothing is like it was in highschool. & even tho things seem a little odd, i think it's all changing for the better. & besides, i'm having fun. & i'm pretty happy. so, it's all cool. as for now, i'm going to bed. see, even that changed. when i used to get up at 6 for school, i would stay up until like 12:30 or 1:00. now, i still get up at 6 for work, but if i'm not in bed by 10:30 or 11:00, the next day is hell.
later..
a lot of the events, i am not at liberty to discuss. because it's not my story to tell. i'll just say that a lot of shit happened this weekend. a lot of drama. not mine, thank god. but i was close enough. my conclusion to the whole thing? people will do some crazy, stupid shit for attention.
anyhow, basically my days are spent at work. & my afternoons/nites are spent at andy/chris/matt's house. i love those guys. all of them. andy, chris, greg, mike, matt [even tho he thinks i am satan]. they are all genuinely nice guys. it's kind of strange. all we do is just chill, but it's a good environment because everyone gets along & everyone is just chilled out & mellow. but yeh, they are good guys. a lot of fun.
i've spent a lot of time with desley lately, too. it's kind of wierd. it's like the old days. but it's cool.
& the whole little christina thing. UGH. she makes me want to puke. kind of like she did in the middle of trying to run game on me. haha. but no. turns out she's a slut. & she's a liar. telling people that i "want to be with her soooo bad" then, i see her last nite after i haven't even talked to her in like a week & 1/2 & she gives me a hug as she leaves & says "call me sometime...you're depriving me." i was like WTF?! pSyChO! & then she's been calling me non-stop today wanting me to go party with her at the beach. i so don't fucking understand that girl. she's crazy. she wanted to pay me to go see her. she's insane. she's a liar. & she's a slut. but god, she's hott.
anyhow...i'm on to other people. another person. a guy. yeh, i know. be shocked. desley said she didn't think i would ever like a guy again. then TADA. anyhow. i'm not going to say any names as of now. & i don't know what's up with us. or if anything is. or what. be he is so sweet. & totally not someone i would normally like. i'm not normally one for the big, buff, jock-ish, party guys. but, he's so nice. & funny. & cute. & he fucking loves his cat & it's so fucking cute. i love bubby too tho. that is the coolest cat in the fucking world. period.
so yeh. basically, things are a little wierd & a little crazy rite now. i think everything around me is just changing. nothing is like it was in highschool. & even tho things seem a little odd, i think it's all changing for the better. & besides, i'm having fun. & i'm pretty happy. so, it's all cool. as for now, i'm going to bed. see, even that changed. when i used to get up at 6 for school, i would stay up until like 12:30 or 1:00. now, i still get up at 6 for work, but if i'm not in bed by 10:30 or 11:00, the next day is hell.
later..