i'm considering joining the ladies auxiliary of the VFW
i have never ever had this much trouble writing a paper, and i pull this shit all the time. i'm starting to question whether there's not something wrong with my brain functioning, because my speech felt all strange today too.
things are beginning to happen way too quickly, so i don't have enough time to process them all. this means i'm normal for now, but later on, when i actually have time to sit and think, i'll probably freak out. i'm afraid i'm heading back into what i had last semester when i was so completely unhappy. i'm losing self-control and drive and all i have to look forward to are dates that seem so far away when i think about them, but spring right up on me when i realize everything i'm behind on. i'm not sure i'm making sense anymore. the point of this entry was supposed to be that i smelled frosting for awhile and i DIDN'T EVEN WANT A CAKE!! THAT is how stressed out i am. after binging on every possible food product this week, i am now resistant to smells.
oh god, all i write about now is food. i think eating actual healthy vegetables in georgia made my body really angry at me when i went back to eating crap every day. i'm sorry body!! i'm lazy and afraid of hot things and extremely busy!!!
things are beginning to happen way too quickly, so i don't have enough time to process them all. this means i'm normal for now, but later on, when i actually have time to sit and think, i'll probably freak out. i'm afraid i'm heading back into what i had last semester when i was so completely unhappy. i'm losing self-control and drive and all i have to look forward to are dates that seem so far away when i think about them, but spring right up on me when i realize everything i'm behind on. i'm not sure i'm making sense anymore. the point of this entry was supposed to be that i smelled frosting for awhile and i DIDN'T EVEN WANT A CAKE!! THAT is how stressed out i am. after binging on every possible food product this week, i am now resistant to smells.
oh god, all i write about now is food. i think eating actual healthy vegetables in georgia made my body really angry at me when i went back to eating crap every day. i'm sorry body!! i'm lazy and afraid of hot things and extremely busy!!!