last day of class
well, tomorrow is my last day of classes for this term... we have finals next week, but mine are just to turn in final projects so it shouldn't be too bad. i can't believe a term has already gone by, and that its freaking december! once classes are over i'm keeping my 30 hour work week i think. i will use that time for other artwork and to get myself together... and i'm sure i'll see matt a bit more as well. i'm really looking forward to having a little break. i've been running on a crazy schedule for long enough thanks.
friday and saturday i'm participating in my co-op open studio but i don't have anything for sale so i don't think i'll hang out here for very long saturday. it will be weird having people in here! my studio mates all have work up so there might be an ok crowd. eep!
i'm not really inviting anyone because i don't have anything i want people that know me to see just yet. i just thought of this, but this will be my first open studio (that i'm participating in) ever. interesting.
and things with matt are great and moving right along i suppose. i really really like him and still feel nervous around him sometimes because i'm afraid of screwing it up. i have been withholding lots of questions and conversations that in the past i have jumped right into in relationships. i'm just letting things take their course without getting stuck on where we think it is headed etc... although he does seem to be quite jaded about relationships. I wonder why and where it comes from but am too afraid to ask about his past. He was engaged 5 or 6 years ago and part of me is dying to know what happened and how he proposed and all that, but part of me never wants to hear it at all. i am letting him tell me things in his own time instead of prying. i have this fear that i feel like things are going great but i'm going to get blindsided and dumped again. we have been together for a little more than a month so the timing would be about right. Neither of us were really looking for anyone when we met, so i wonder what it is he is looking for. I feel silly asking because things feel so good though. i hope he and i can go on a little weekend road trip or something soon.. go get out in the middle of nowhere where there is nothing to do but hang out and talk and... haha.. uhh yeah.
so i'm off to work on final projects...
friday and saturday i'm participating in my co-op open studio but i don't have anything for sale so i don't think i'll hang out here for very long saturday. it will be weird having people in here! my studio mates all have work up so there might be an ok crowd. eep!
i'm not really inviting anyone because i don't have anything i want people that know me to see just yet. i just thought of this, but this will be my first open studio (that i'm participating in) ever. interesting.
and things with matt are great and moving right along i suppose. i really really like him and still feel nervous around him sometimes because i'm afraid of screwing it up. i have been withholding lots of questions and conversations that in the past i have jumped right into in relationships. i'm just letting things take their course without getting stuck on where we think it is headed etc... although he does seem to be quite jaded about relationships. I wonder why and where it comes from but am too afraid to ask about his past. He was engaged 5 or 6 years ago and part of me is dying to know what happened and how he proposed and all that, but part of me never wants to hear it at all. i am letting him tell me things in his own time instead of prying. i have this fear that i feel like things are going great but i'm going to get blindsided and dumped again. we have been together for a little more than a month so the timing would be about right. Neither of us were really looking for anyone when we met, so i wonder what it is he is looking for. I feel silly asking because things feel so good though. i hope he and i can go on a little weekend road trip or something soon.. go get out in the middle of nowhere where there is nothing to do but hang out and talk and... haha.. uhh yeah.
so i'm off to work on final projects...