good times
haha i know im gay, what can i say...
so, someone is nicely commenting in here using my birthname,i think i know who it is, but w/e...im through with that, I dont need the nagative shit...To who ever wrote it:(i know who you are)IM A BOY!! Ive never ever been a friggen girl...i dont care if you dont want to talk to me, or see me.. I have people in my life right now who love me for who I am. and there taking great care of me. Im not doing drugs n e more, im not drinking. Im happy, I know thats painful for you considering ive been depressed and suicidal for the past 3 years. face it, im different, and there is nothing wrong with that.you keep saying its not ur fault that i cut and wanted to die, and tried killing myself. But i think you have to open your eyes. If you had been a little more excepting maybe, just maybe, things would be different. Im not sorry for any of this cuz im finally able to be myself. Im doing so much better, and im not about to throw that away. And fyi, ive been on t for about a month now, and im not turning back.
its so hot out today...had a great time with toby and his mom. I love his mom to death, and aparently she loves me too. She brought me to my psyc apt. thankfully toby got to talk to my psyc with me for a few min. then we went wild oats. then she took us out to lunch. we had great wall and a kick ass time. i love her :0D then we went to a church cuz it said free clothing, needless to say, it was amuesing...she kicks ass...
i had a killer time when i stayed at her house sunday night. we played with bonner(the bunny) then we fed the goats and took them for a walk. did laundry. we all played casino yatzee. then tobys mom bar-b-qued for us. It was soooooo good. then we watched some tv and then went outside on the deck and talked about family shit. it was good to talk to another mother about being trans and not have her say shes not going to accept me because of it. that meant a lot to me.
hehe i love toby and his mom :-D they make my life better.