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Feb 04, 2004 09:44

so depressed...

so lost...

so confused...

wanting death...

wanting nothing but to cut...

wanting all the fighting to stop...

I left home so I wouldnt have to worry about fighting with people I love 24/7...

I'm running out of options, or so it seems...

I'm crying inside, nothing is making sense...

What would happen if I ended it all...

Would anyone care?

So much has happened in the past two weeks, and im not sure how much more I am able to survive through.I really want to be alive, but at the same time, theres something pulling me towards death...something stronger then me. I'm trying not to let it over take me, but it's winning so far...I'm giving up...I'm losing everything and everyone that means anything to me...I'm scared of myself, I dont know what to do...can someone help me please...
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