Jan 18, 2004 00:46
i finally really bad for my aunt dying...basically for three reasons.
the first one is, that the first thing i saw when i walked in her house was the christmas tree was still up, there was gifts under the tree for her that she never got to open...she went to the hospital just 2 days before christmas and passed this last thurs at 11 am.
the second reason is that, when my cousin david had pointed out that she had just moved into the house she is living in maybe two or maybe a year and a half ago...before that she lived in a trailer for the longest time, pretty much since i can remember...also she got a new car, and now she won't be around to enjoy them.
the third reason being that she still had stuff my mom had made her...she took care of them...and some of the stuff my cousin daniel had said...it made it apparent that even though she may have done some bad things in the past...and my mom and aunt have not talked for the longest time, that my aunt actually didn't mean to hurt my mom in any way and still had cared about my mom in some way or another.
i dont even wanna get into the shit my cousin was talking about at dinner that happend in the hospital...i was getting even more upset with the things he had to say.
i also almost forgot to mention that she is only 52 and thats so much life that she doesnt get to live.