Oct 10, 2003 19:45
the year is almost over and i made pretty much no progress at all.
i need some motivation, a reason for me to better myself...this living paycheck to paycheck stuff isnt hacking it...i need to really quit smoking instead of just saying i will...
i have been hanging the people i work with alot now...and i feels really wierd not talking to my other friends or going out of my way to call them...but in the other hand not many of them call to hang out with me, they just say "we should hang out sometime" and than i dont hear from them till i run into them. im getting sick of always being the one to engage plans so im gonna stop doing it now and just hang out where i really am wanted.
and just cause i dont like being one of those people who just complain im gonna end with this...a nice someone bought me chucks today...and thats proubably the best thing a friend has done for me in a while.