(no subject)
January 3, 2003
Where does one draw the line between sane and mad? Disabled and able? I personally find the diagnosii of people in America falling horribly short. Every single child is effected in some way by attention deficiet disorder. Don't give the kids drugs. Take away the television. That's the problem. Electric nanny. Discipline children. Give them chores. It's too late for my generation but the infants, and the unborn fetuses - give them an intelligent, strong life. One that most teens won't have anytime soon.
Censorship is a joke. They try to be so damn politically correct one minute, and you change the channel to find two niggers shooting each other. Fighting like animals. Drugs, violence - Are we romans? Are we primitive and uncultured, drinking soma, painting woad on our bodies, watching lions rip a man apart, and molesting a harem girl? As a society, we have de-evolved while our technology has grown. We find pleasure in our base, carnal desires. Shallow. Americans are shallow and lack any strand of dignity that their gods may have granted them. I have to admit that I find the Marquis de Sade fascinating. He wasn't crazy. The world just wasn't ready for him. Give me ten minutes and I can find his reincarnation on the internet. that's a scary thought. Anything you could ever want - just a keystroke away.
I don't fear my death. My own, I know it will happen. I fear a great deal of things, but death is the least of them. Death is the easy way to finish everything. I fear that the teasing and tormenting that I so love will one day be my demise. When you stab me in the throat, with one last gasping breath. . . I'll apologize for busting out my butterfly knife and stabbing you in they eye.
I fear words. When spoken, they cause emotions. Emotions are frightening when they are caused or aimed toward me.
I also fear dreams. The primitive religions didn't differenciate reality and subconsciousness. Dreams were deadly important to them. They are important to me. They tell me what I will not acknowledge in reality. They teach me my insecurities, my short fallings, and my arrogance.