Jul 23, 2004 20:06
i work too much. really. but what can you do? and i get paid nothing. really. the least they can possibly pay me. plus overtime. i am just paying my dues i suppose.
i am just bummed because i work so much that i don't want to do anything else. i feel stagnant. stuck. but we all know that is not the case.
last night was a glitch in judgment. ashley and i. a new zealand man. he saw us smoking at a stoplight. so we invite him to the side of the road for a rip. he invites us to his house. we go over. play pool. hang out. it was pretty good times. and i haven't done that in a while. but i felt fine today. so it was worth it all. even though we almost scared ourselves out of it. probably a bad idea. but some of those turn out to be really good.
nina is coming soon. and then i go. thank god for that. it is a lot different this time around.
at least i am not such an asshole anymore. i have more friends than i thought.