Apr 01, 2004 14:23
my head really fucking hurts.
i have no money. well, i do have some. nine dollars in one account and seven in the other. i will have some money soon. and then i will go home, where i have a job.
i go home in six weeks. that is not very long. this year went by crazy fast. what am i going to do there for three months? jesus. that place become stifling. and i would much rather just spent the summer out here.
i shouldn't think like that. i will have fun at home. i know i will. but i think i am just lazy. and i am so comfortable here.
the river flows. i just have to go with it. i don't have much choice. so i might as well not bother myself too much with it.