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I feel like something is wrong with me.
I felt a lot better and less stressed thinking that I was going to be free from the stress of a relationship for a while, but I'm not a selfish person. I'm gonna try to bring that relaxation into the relationship and see how that works. So, I did the high school bullshit. We went on a break for a day and got back together. Kill me now.
I spent all weekend getting wasted and eating shit. So, I lost 2 lbs my first week back to the diet and gained it all back again. But, all this alcohol is making my chomp and grind all goddamn night long. I got a little disposable mouth guard from the dentist that is OTC and I'm gonna wear it out soon. Costs like $15 for 10 but the hygienist said something about the office getting a case for cheap. I dunno if I like them, some mornings I wake up and it's in the middle of the mattress, or shockingly on the nightstand.
And, I've been having horrible breasty issues, so along with giving up lots of alcohol, I should give up all caffeine (and any diet pop to help the diet). Ugh. I see my gynecologist next week, maybe she'll make me switch pills again. 3 different birth controls in 6 years? Call me crazy but there's something wrong with that. I should just get the hysterectomy already. Hopefully it's not breast cancer or lymphoma. What does a human lymph node feel like? I dunno, but I know how the guinea pigs' feel....
So, that's what's wrong with me.
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