October Topic - Trick or Treat
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So, this Halloween holiday is coming up. And I don’t dress up. Ever. I mean, I don’t like to and for the most part, I don’t. Lucy had this whole thing planned out and I just … I couldn’t do it. I don’t see myself dressing up and … I mean, it took me forever to get into a tux and suit when I lived in Newport, so dressing up in some costume isn’t exactly my idea of a fun time. I remember dressing up when I was younger, when I was a kid. When it was fun. Now, I just don’t really see the point in it. But, Lucy wasn’t having it. And then I got nervous, really, really nervous.
Instead of dressing up in some ridiculous costume, we compromised and she came up with an even better idea. Well, not better because I have to dress up and pretend to be someone else, but … I think I could pull it off. Maybe. No, no, I can’t. What the hell am I doing? I can’t do *that*. Well, it might be fun. And Lucy really wants me to. I’m just going to … feel like an idiot the whole time.
Lucy wants us to dress up like Seth and Molly. She wants us to act like Seth … and Molly. Erm, her being Molly, obviously and me being Seth. I don’t know, it seems … okay, I guess. I just don’t get why we have to dress up at all, but apparently, she’s really into that sort of thing. I remember when I was with Marissa, she was into a lot of things, going places, being out there and in the light and I was so focused on being in the shadows and watching, not acting on anything. I don’t know, I guess I’m scared in a way that if I’m not involved … that if I don’t give myself away and open up myself more, I’ll be alone again. Which is fine, but at this point, I really like Lucy and if I have to dress up and act like an idiot all night (sorry, Seth) then that’s what I’ll do.
And I’ll try to have fun. Yeah, no … uh … yeah. Halloween is going to be interesting to say the least. I hope Lucy is happy.
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So, this Halloween holiday is coming up. And I don’t dress up. Ever. I mean, I don’t like to and for the most part, I don’t. Lucy had this whole thing planned out and I just … I couldn’t do it. I don’t see myself dressing up and … I mean, it took me forever to get into a tux and suit when I lived in Newport, so dressing up in some costume isn’t exactly my idea of a fun time. I remember dressing up when I was younger, when I was a kid. When it was fun. Now, I just don’t really see the point in it. But, Lucy wasn’t having it. And then I got nervous, really, really nervous.
Instead of dressing up in some ridiculous costume, we compromised and she came up with an even better idea. Well, not better because I have to dress up and pretend to be someone else, but … I think I could pull it off. Maybe. No, no, I can’t. What the hell am I doing? I can’t do *that*. Well, it might be fun. And Lucy really wants me to. I’m just going to … feel like an idiot the whole time.
Lucy wants us to dress up like Seth and Molly. She wants us to act like Seth … and Molly. Erm, her being Molly, obviously and me being Seth. I don’t know, it seems … okay, I guess. I just don’t get why we have to dress up at all, but apparently, she’s really into that sort of thing. I remember when I was with Marissa, she was into a lot of things, going places, being out there and in the light and I was so focused on being in the shadows and watching, not acting on anything. I don’t know, I guess I’m scared in a way that if I’m not involved … that if I don’t give myself away and open up myself more, I’ll be alone again. Which is fine, but at this point, I really like Lucy and if I have to dress up and act like an idiot all night (sorry, Seth) then that’s what I’ll do.
And I’ll try to have fun. Yeah, no … uh … yeah. Halloween is going to be interesting to say the least. I hope Lucy is happy.
[unlocked]