There's gonna be a fight

Jun 26, 2007 20:40

I knew I should have left the party once Lucy walked away, but something told me to stay. Regretting it, horribly now because for one, I didn’t know anyone and two … that’s just it. I didn’t know anyone, these people were crazy and for some reason, I just kept on staying. At least there was alcohol. And I hated to drink but right now, it was a lovely escape from everything that was going on in my life. Marrisa, Volchok and every other thing that was plaguing my mind at the moment. I also picked up smoking again. It’s just things that I’m doing, I’m not proud of, but I can’t seem to change. I’m not that kid anymore. I’m not the kid who lives in a fancy house, drives a fancy car and goes to a nice school. The reality is the fact that my girlfriend died in my arms, her killer is still out there and I’m all alone on this.

Well, not exactly alone right now, seeing as there’s nothing but girls running around and eh, a few guys, but mostly girls around this big house on the beach. Hmm, almost does feel like home in a sense.

“Oh, uh, sorry,” I mumbled as I made my through the crowd and accidently bumped into someone. Glancing around the living room, I searched for Lucy. She went off suddenly and I had already checked the beach, but she wasn’t there. Maybe she left?

Probably.

I made my way to the kitchen and I grabbed a beer. Standing there, I took a sip and noticed her in the dining area with a couple of guys and her friends. I saw … Molly, I think her name was. Lucy had a pretty smile, yeah, uh, a lot of her was pretty. Not that I was interested because I wasn’t, I was just … stating the obvious. Yeah, the whole uh, saving the pretty girl thing is done with. From now on, I’m just saving myself.

Watching as she threw a cup on the blonde guy and giggled, I took a step forward when he pushed her into the table and leaned over her. Her friends were still giggling, so I stopped walking. Was this her boyfriend?

I frowned and started to turn around until I heard her shove him off and he went for her again, this time, throwing something on her.

Okay, that was it. I drank down some more of my beer and then held it by the longneck as I walked over there.

(Spike, Lucy)

lucy and ryan, fandom muses

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