i am an ass

[ilikehopps]

this is my un-earnest apology to everyone i have ever hurt. in all honesty i really am sorry, but i am reluctant to change my ways. this means no matter what i say or do in an attempt to make it up, it is completely trivial. until i am a strong enough a person to change my outlook on life and stop only caring about myself, i have decided my words and apologies are inadequate. this is not to say i am not sorry for what i have done, but more to say i have not learned a thing from what i have done. nothing against the people i have hurt. although, you should have been harder on me, given me more shit, forced me to own up to my faults, because, in my opinion, that's what has let me slide into a deep pit of selfishness.

apart from the one person who knows who they are. you are the sole reason i can put this to words.