sometimes i wonder if im a bitch

[ilikefreestuff]

god today i felt like such a bitch......first off me and this kid andy were sapossed to go meet and hang out well you know how responsible i am so i show up 45 minitues late.....well of course he left....then when i got home all of his friends were bitching at me and im just like what the hell it was an accident....then andy said it was ok......but i dought it.....oh well i have problems being ontime.....its from my fucking parents nobody in my family can be on time like every single fucking day my mom will be at least 15 minitues late to pick me up.......oh god her problems are rubbing off on me........its not only the whole lateness thing im having trouble with im like not responsible at all.......like i havent been doing anything like i will just be ditching out on tapioca for no reason i hate letting people down but its just like ahh fuck it
i seriously cannot commit to anything or i end up hating it......what the hell is my problem?????????i feel like such a huge bitch on top of all this irresponsible stuff i knocked out a 4 yr old with a tennis ball.....fuck i suck at life