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It's been a shitty week.
I feel like I'm going through puberty all over again.
My body is going through all these changes - gaining and losing weight, my tits are getting huge, and I feel like I'm sweating more.
I'm doing the best I can to mimic other adults and ape what I think it is to be a grown up.
Everything is motivated by hormones and sex and the compulsion to settle down and reproduce.
I feel incredibly awkward and uncertain and I'm doing stupid shit like dyeing my hair bright unnatural colors.
Extended adolescence...I am not a fan.
I feel like I'm going through puberty all over again.
My body is going through all these changes - gaining and losing weight, my tits are getting huge, and I feel like I'm sweating more.
I'm doing the best I can to mimic other adults and ape what I think it is to be a grown up.
Everything is motivated by hormones and sex and the compulsion to settle down and reproduce.
I feel incredibly awkward and uncertain and I'm doing stupid shit like dyeing my hair bright unnatural colors.
Extended adolescence...I am not a fan.