Always at Ground Zero, Another Day Wasting Away, Nothing Seems To Matter, Cause Nothing Ever Changed
Living in this nightmare comes so easily! Wow, I can't believe I am starting to write in this thing again, It's been like way over a year since I wrote in it. HaHa Crazy. Anywho, My life is still pretty fucked! So where should I start??? ::thinking:: Let's start way back in October of Last year... October 1st, Christopher broke up with me, I guess I never thought about him and always about myself. I don't think that was true but oh well. October was a blur... I was looking for a new job and everything was crazy with me working and going to school. November came around and Bre and I decided we both wanted to go to smoke out. So I bought the tickets, and on that saturday we drove out to the venue. At first we sat in her car drinking! It was great. We had our Zima's, Malibu Rum, Green Apple Vodka, and some Bacardi O, then we both had to go pee soo bad we walked down the street sooo fucked up and i was almost falling on the ground cause i was so fucked up already, and we went pee at like Taco Buritto or some little taco shack literally, we went back to her truck and drank even more, then we stood in line and were all talkative and everything then, I had to pee again that it hurt!!! it sucked then, the lady said i couldnt take my cigaretts in cause it was an open pack so when she was feeling the other girl, i stole my cigatetts off the table and walked away. I was sooo fucked up. Bre and I walked around and got tons of free shit!!! We had so many Demos and Stickers and t-shirts and all this stuff, so then we watched some bands and yea, Had a margarita, and then hmmm... oh watched more bands we had a good time!!! We bonded. She and I weren't even that close before we went but after that night we were closer! Good Times! Oh yea, I had just gotten a new job! I worked At TGI friday's. Loved it so far. December... I was hanging out with Bre tons, and James from work. We were always going over to his house just drinking th enight away. I got in trouble on e night for getting wasted and bre and james wouldnt let me drive home so i got home at 7am and my mom was already gone... ::OoPs::. Then I started hanging out with this guy Tommy. I didn't know much about him but he lived by me and I worked with him so i would usually go over to his house after we got off work and hang out there. So... New years was boring for me. We went to a few party's that is bre sadaf ashley nick janel whitney and jason. I didn't drink or anything. So Then, I remember hanging out with Justin from work cause Janel was interested in him. Ehhh... Nothing ever happened there.um, we would stay up till like 4am, and smoke, Then my car got broken into and my stero was stolen from my car 6 days before my birthday.... ummm yea,,, ill update the rest later im going to smoke a ciggarette