My friends are driving me crazy!
Hello all...and might I just finish off that sentence with a huge, "AAAUUUUGGGGHHHH!" Thank you. Still no change at all in the behaviour of my friends. Let's start off with Alaina and Luci for one thing. They are stubborn and determined to make sure that Steve knows how mad they still are...they've decided to just be 'acquaintances' with Steve at the moment...(and Steve, don't be angry, they'll get over it in a couple of weeks.) Steve just wants to let things be forgotten...however, they will make sure that he never forgets that he is dealing with the two most conniving ladies that I have ever met! lol...
Anywho...Steve is getting more and more occupied with stuff...and Steff. I talk to him on the computer, then he usually has to go to meet up with Steff or to go to class. *sniffle* Much Sadness...:(
DON'T ASK ME HOW LAURA'S DOING. I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE...she never has time to talk to me anymore. She's usually going out with her roommate or to another class, which is sad. Sometimes I just sign on to the computer to see if any of the "gang" are online, but they're always "away". I don't know what to do anymore. Emailing doesn't work...that's for sure. Sometimes I think I should give up talking entirely. I always feel that I'm always the one to try and start up new conversations with my friends. And I understand that they have nothing to talk about...that just makes me even sadder. They have their own lives now, and before when we were kids, we did almost EVERYTHING together. Not anymore.
Sorry, I'm just so frustrated and depressed...that'll be my mood for the time being-frustrated. I'm all over the computer and trying to let my frustration out and yet somehow, I think I'm just upsetting everyone else. I'm going to go now and lie down for a while. My head has been aching a lot lately. Bye then...
Anywho...Steve is getting more and more occupied with stuff...and Steff. I talk to him on the computer, then he usually has to go to meet up with Steff or to go to class. *sniffle* Much Sadness...:(
DON'T ASK ME HOW LAURA'S DOING. I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE...she never has time to talk to me anymore. She's usually going out with her roommate or to another class, which is sad. Sometimes I just sign on to the computer to see if any of the "gang" are online, but they're always "away". I don't know what to do anymore. Emailing doesn't work...that's for sure. Sometimes I think I should give up talking entirely. I always feel that I'm always the one to try and start up new conversations with my friends. And I understand that they have nothing to talk about...that just makes me even sadder. They have their own lives now, and before when we were kids, we did almost EVERYTHING together. Not anymore.
Sorry, I'm just so frustrated and depressed...that'll be my mood for the time being-frustrated. I'm all over the computer and trying to let my frustration out and yet somehow, I think I'm just upsetting everyone else. I'm going to go now and lie down for a while. My head has been aching a lot lately. Bye then...