You called me strong, you called me weak. But still your secrets I will keep
so so so... SO! gawd i feel like crap. my cold's just getting worse and worse. my main concern right now, is will i look like shit on saturday? saturday being the day of the black butler photoshoot. i'm worried that i'll just look bagged :P
i've been taking my cold fx, and my medicine, trying to keep my head on straight. but my nose is running like a faucet. being really pale, if i'm sick, my nose goes super red because my skin gets irritated by the tissues. it's gross. and when you have like sickly white skin, it becomes super noticeable. especially when being shot with hd cameras. to top it all off i also now have a pimple on my nose. FUCKING HELL!
i'll be honest, i'm a huge priss when it comes to zits. i never get them usually. so when the odd one pops up it becomes super noticeable to me, even if other people don't see it. said people them proceed to beat my ass for bitching so much about one zit when their face is covered in acne. i'm sorry, i never went through that odd, bad skin phase of being a teenager. i don't know how to deal with this shit.
wow this whole post is sounding really conceited. lol XD
but anyway, part of my worry is because the last photoshoot i did turned out so awesome. i want to continue the trend. i mean the marvel shoot with maddi, jaimme and john was just badass even if it was fairly small. this shoot is going to involve more people so i guess i'm just anxious. btw, i don't think i ever posted the cb log for the marvel shoot slideshow
there you go. before that was the vocaloid, type h shoot at akicon, which wasn't a complete disaster either. despite my dislike of some of the shots.... i just really want to look awesome for everyone who has to pose or interact with me. instead of looking like a disease infested landfill.
as if to make shit even better. it's getting really fucking cold here. boo... updated the groove list
Chu,
Brit
i've been taking my cold fx, and my medicine, trying to keep my head on straight. but my nose is running like a faucet. being really pale, if i'm sick, my nose goes super red because my skin gets irritated by the tissues. it's gross. and when you have like sickly white skin, it becomes super noticeable. especially when being shot with hd cameras. to top it all off i also now have a pimple on my nose. FUCKING HELL!
i'll be honest, i'm a huge priss when it comes to zits. i never get them usually. so when the odd one pops up it becomes super noticeable to me, even if other people don't see it. said people them proceed to beat my ass for bitching so much about one zit when their face is covered in acne. i'm sorry, i never went through that odd, bad skin phase of being a teenager. i don't know how to deal with this shit.
wow this whole post is sounding really conceited. lol XD
but anyway, part of my worry is because the last photoshoot i did turned out so awesome. i want to continue the trend. i mean the marvel shoot with maddi, jaimme and john was just badass even if it was fairly small. this shoot is going to involve more people so i guess i'm just anxious. btw, i don't think i ever posted the cb log for the marvel shoot slideshow
Click to viewthere you go. before that was the vocaloid, type h shoot at akicon, which wasn't a complete disaster either. despite my dislike of some of the shots.... i just really want to look awesome for everyone who has to pose or interact with me. instead of looking like a disease infested landfill.
as if to make shit even better. it's getting really fucking cold here. boo... updated the groove list
Chu,
Brit