And you know I'm there.
changed my lj theme to match my very favorite holiday. i love halloween so much! i'll prolly change it back once it's all over with. i already kinda miss my purpley little death. but i thought, lj has all these holiday themes i might as well abuse them.
so i have learned that rob is actually going to make it out to aki-con. which makes things entirely more awkward, but i'll deal. i'm kind of worried. i want to be civil with him, but he has a way of pushing buttons, and i don't want to end up in a fight around all of our mutual friends. it makes me even more thankful for the people i got. i know that if i tell kittie and izzy that i just can't do it, they'll have my back, and stay with me. i hate being alone. eh maybe i'll hit up the akicon forums and make some more friends too. maybe find a couple to hit on.
seeing what he does though, he'll prolly ignore my existence like he did with his ex-gf at ae. then again he could go the complete opposite route and make some big scene because he feels the need to prove his non pansy ways. i dunno, fact remains i'm concerned. one thing i don't expect him to do is apologize for any of it. in his mind i'm sure he thinks he did nothing wrong.
whatever, i'll try not to worry about it. i was so excited for akicon. to spend time with kittie and izzy... i don't want to let him ruin all that planning and hard work for me. so what, he found a way there. i can be polite to someone and dislike them, i do it all the time. best thing i can think of to get back at him is have an awesome time, be my usual, social self, and hit on as many little americans as possible.
things i have to do today include:
mail tanya's baby gift
mail rob's wig since i don't want to deal with it anymore.
i dunno if i can though. is the post office section even open on sundays? i don't think so. i might end up doing it tomorrow. rob's wig i can send through regular mail, but i don't think the baby things will fit. but if i don't go down there to ship those. there's no point in me getting dressed and sending out just rob's wig... hrmm dilemma. meh i'll just go tomorrow. i have all the addresses ready.
Chu,
Brit
so i have learned that rob is actually going to make it out to aki-con. which makes things entirely more awkward, but i'll deal. i'm kind of worried. i want to be civil with him, but he has a way of pushing buttons, and i don't want to end up in a fight around all of our mutual friends. it makes me even more thankful for the people i got. i know that if i tell kittie and izzy that i just can't do it, they'll have my back, and stay with me. i hate being alone. eh maybe i'll hit up the akicon forums and make some more friends too. maybe find a couple to hit on.
seeing what he does though, he'll prolly ignore my existence like he did with his ex-gf at ae. then again he could go the complete opposite route and make some big scene because he feels the need to prove his non pansy ways. i dunno, fact remains i'm concerned. one thing i don't expect him to do is apologize for any of it. in his mind i'm sure he thinks he did nothing wrong.
whatever, i'll try not to worry about it. i was so excited for akicon. to spend time with kittie and izzy... i don't want to let him ruin all that planning and hard work for me. so what, he found a way there. i can be polite to someone and dislike them, i do it all the time. best thing i can think of to get back at him is have an awesome time, be my usual, social self, and hit on as many little americans as possible.
things i have to do today include:
mail tanya's baby gift
mail rob's wig since i don't want to deal with it anymore.
i dunno if i can though. is the post office section even open on sundays? i don't think so. i might end up doing it tomorrow. rob's wig i can send through regular mail, but i don't think the baby things will fit. but if i don't go down there to ship those. there's no point in me getting dressed and sending out just rob's wig... hrmm dilemma. meh i'll just go tomorrow. i have all the addresses ready.
Chu,
Brit