Ugh..
I don't know why but I've been really depressed lately.. Everything has changed this year. I'vve lost friends became a wicked bitch and made some bad choices.. I wish everything could go back to how it use to be.. but that's not going to happen.. before I would alawys be "out" lol now I'm never out. It seems like my schudel is booked with extra curricular activites.. which reallly sucks.. It comes off as that I don't have time for my friends anymore.. this year I'm just so busy.. I have colorguard and everything now which takes up my weekends.. and then my tusedays are gone.. mondays I babysit.. and if I make yearbook then I have that on wensdays.. And when im not at one of those things I'm doing my retarded homework! yea.. well I'm done feeling sorry for myself