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so i went to josh's memorial last night, i must say i felt very out of place, seeing how i only knew josh for 6 months and tommy knew him since he was 8 and everyone there knew him for years. i guess people kept think i was about to break down, i just kinda sat there, i only knew drew jonc jon and i barely know tommy. so i jsut sat there and looked out the window, im not much of a mingler, radom people would come up to me, davey drews dad, and jon and then drew got there and i kinda followed him around. but the memorial service was quite nice, it's exactly what josh wanted, everyone to get together and have a good time. there was beer there i wasn't drinking but a lot of people were, and jon c asked us "do you think josh wanted us to get wasted?" that was quickly followed by a "duh. . . it's josh man" lol i got kinda stressed out and left i had run out of ciggerettes to calm me down so i called my momma to come get me. the one thing i think everyone cn=an agree on was we had all seen josh naked, most more than others, but that was his trademark, that and the hamburger
damn i miss that guy
damn i miss that guy