Ahh school is a dread. i cant wait to graduate out of there and be more independent more than ever. Of course ill miss my friends and everything but i have to move on from high school.
That'll be the day i will be soooo happy.
Today started off bad when i woke up. Like i woke up late and whatever and i'm so fuckin slow when i get up in the morning and she was bitching at me ALREADY and its only 7 o fucknig clockk. im like woww! i was so pissed until i got to school then i was okay but then when i came home again it starts over the fuck again... normal day for me. im so sick of this shit. i cant wait to get outta here.. ah! but besides that school is so stressful also... i dont even kno what to do anymore.
I have that dumb english project due at the end of the year, its friggin 10 pages of anything you want to write about. i cant write about something for friggin 10 pages, thats for sure, soo fucked up. Lunch is literally the best part of my day cause i get to see the people who mean shit to me. It makes me happy, i thank god for them :] It bothers me when i hear people talk about one of their friends or one of yours. i wanna punch them out but i dont wanna get fuckin suspended in senior year.. haha.. that would suck a$$. Nursing is also very frustrating, especially when the teacher puts alot of responsibility on you, just because your a "senior". A senior is supposed to "set an example". Pshh whateverrr fuck that... aLot dont anyways. I love my nursing class and everything but that class is so crazy. U have no idea! So many assignments and meds to learn. I'm startin to think that this profession isnt for me. i cant handle all of that stuff at the same time ill go freakin out of my mind. When i signed up for this course i didnt think of the responsibilities were. Thats my problem , i dont think about stuff before i say stuff or do it. I need to work on that. I also have another thing that is bothering me. One of my best friends cant even tell me something. She knows im almost here for her but i guess thats not the case to her, i wish icould do something. she knows she can always tell me stuff. People think i have a big mouth, but i really dont. i tell my brother alot of stuff and he says shit, not me so hes the one with the big mouth.i dont tell him to much tho. i love that kid but sometimes i wanna knock the fuck outta him! Haha
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im going to dinner tonight woo. with my fav cuz and mom and bro, shall be interestinggg :0