what a bitch
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random shit in my mind:: people have just been pissing me off so bad lately and they need to mind their own damn buisness. bree's back patio is so sweet and relaxing, it def the hot spot for summer. i cant wait for the summer. i love it when bree's mom buys me cigs. my mom is just there crying all the time. watch out when your mom goes through fucking menopause. i seen Nicole's mom in tops yesterday, she said hi to me, which surprised me. i seen nick running home yesterday, odd moment. moving out is getting closer than i think. I'm almost done with g.e.d class. I'm gettin my license soon. i hate jealous people. i hate modest people. i smoking too much lately. i need to slow down, a lot. i need to drink more, love those creek times with tim. i miss him. i miss a lot of people but I'm too afraid to say it in person. i keep my feelings inside of me and don't tell anyone how i really feel, well maybe Bree, but not really. i miss last summer. that'll never happen again. i tried switching back to marb reds but menthol has got to me too much so I'm back to newports, thinking bout going back to smooths. fuck cigarettes. i miss this one kid who i had a huge crush on. i want him. i hope i can make it to the streetlight show and if i go they better play "we are the few" just because its favorite song. weed is good. really good, especially with Mitch's bong. i love music, probably more than my own family. its the only thing that makes me happy now-a-days. i need to goto decades soon and buy a new bowl and screens. i wish i lived in the 60's and 70's. Eric has been fucking gay as hell lately. fuck him. ugh, school at 6, fuck. at least i have off the whole day tomorrow. i wonder who I'm chilling with tomorrow. probably Donny and Bree and everyone. I'm taking my mom's car tonight, road trip? i love shows. i better be able to go to streetlight. fuck my mom if i cant. 34 fucking days until I'm 18. thank god for freedom. UR MOM. i cant wait to drive that impala everywhere. it'll be fly. I'll pick up everyone, i don't care. i really like the song free as a bird by the Beatles. i fucking LOVE the Beatles. i love my camera. memories are made by it. i cant wait for college.i hope Bree gets home soon so i can smoke with her and josh before school ;) thats all.