Today was pretty gay
I went to work from 11-4 and then i came home. After a while i went to church and at church i found out why i havent gone to east baptist on wednessday night in a while. I had this babbling bitch which her name will not be mentioned but you will know that she is outspoken and is not our usual youth teacher. Russel is our usual. well the babbling bitch which looks alot like an ewok will be known as the fat bitchy ewok for the rest of this journal. "the fat bitchy ewok" decided to give us a lecture on way being gay is wrong. She spent about an hour repeating herself numerous times and me wishing that i was tired enough to go to sleep but i crossed my legs and rubbed ians leg just because she was being a bitch about gays. Ya we alredy know this crap. no one in our youth group is gay but she said that god told her to give us this message. God doesnt like gay people. He kills them. that is the message i got. God doesnt like gay people so much that he decided to basically bomb a city back in the old days. at Sadom and Gomorah. not sure if thats spelled right. Also according to her God gives gay people vineral diseases and the AIDS virus as a curse upon them. She said that this shit came straight from the Bible. ya god did bomb sadom and gomorah with the an angel. So what the city was totally full of corruption it was because they were going to hell neway. Just because someone is gay doesnt mean that they won't listen in today's world this is prejudice but most gays will listen to you because they are more in touch with their feminine side and are understanding. unless you're a lesbian and then its masculine but ya. She said a couple things that made sense that wasnt from the Bible even though she said everything she would say would be from the bible and not her interpretation. Just give them lecture and when u say no questions till end i'm not going to ask because you'll look down on me they way i look at you while you're talking. She said that as kids sometimes they think that they are gay but then i ask who was the first to come up with this idea. its been around for a while. I like feet i guess that has something to do with me when i was little. but i think more study should go into the issue because what did she have to back that up. When you are that little of 4 or 5 or within that range you don't really think mmm he has a nice ass. you think prematurely like i did. I fantasized about feet and they way that they stink when i was little and that worked with me but how did the idea of feet get into my mind. ya its not a gene duh. little kids see different things that attract their attention. Guys used to hate girls that young but i liked girls that young. they had potential to be gay but yet they weren't they were just totally not caring about it. Maybe one of them was and was attracted to guys but why. Decisions are made by the subconscious that young so you are screwed because of the way you think. You become gay or bisexual or straight because of your subconscience. yet God does not make us that way. We make ourselves that way so why does she judge gays like that. Why? its not right. Its like judging people by their skin. why not have gay rights and why are you so strongly against it? give me one good reason and dont say something shitty like because thats what the bible says the bible says nothing about gay rights you big fat ugly bitch that looks like an ewok. give them a break and let them live and if you want to convert them its not like the way you would try to tell them its wrong. thats why your brother killed himself its because of you're intolerance to gays. Why not be indifferent about it treat them equally. thats whats on tv because thats what america is. if you have a problem with it and think its a crime to be gay why don't you think its a crime to be fat. that was your decision to. glutton. fat person with fat. and gluttony problems. hahaha. bitch