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I never liked the holiday of Easter, to be honest. It never seemed happy to me. Although its a holiday of re-birth, I only liked the idea of a holiday where it was okay to be gluttonous and rot your teeth out. Eh.
Anyway, in the attempt to have an okay Saturday night, it ended up being very, very lonely. I watched The Sound of Music, ordered out, and dyed Easter Eggs all by myself. It actually seemed kind of depressing. I don't know why my family stopped doing little traditions, but I wish they hadn't. Ever since my dad died, it seems like nothing is like it was. I try to keep up with some things, but its hard when I'm doing it by myself. Holidays are just another day. A day involving more money, at least.
I haven't been to an actually mass in a long time. We use to go every Easter Sunday and dress up real fancy with big dresses, shiney white shoes, and little hats and gloves. We were adorable.
Time's really have changed.
Anyway, in the attempt to have an okay Saturday night, it ended up being very, very lonely. I watched The Sound of Music, ordered out, and dyed Easter Eggs all by myself. It actually seemed kind of depressing. I don't know why my family stopped doing little traditions, but I wish they hadn't. Ever since my dad died, it seems like nothing is like it was. I try to keep up with some things, but its hard when I'm doing it by myself. Holidays are just another day. A day involving more money, at least.
I haven't been to an actually mass in a long time. We use to go every Easter Sunday and dress up real fancy with big dresses, shiney white shoes, and little hats and gloves. We were adorable.
Time's really have changed.