livejournal post late at night, i chew lots of gum

[iliekdeathmetal]

whoa, haven't been here in awhile. well, haven't posted anyways. life these days is so... fucking... boring. i got the keyboard and the program setup figured out recently, finally. i've been putting together some stuff, some of it that i think is branching out from my traditional style (alot of electronics, haha)... but i can't figure out how to fuckin export it. once i figure that out i'll be sure share all that good shit with y'all. there's that, school, and other than that, not much else. my social life has somewhat been lacking lately.. which i think is due in part to my own apathy and laziness, shit i fully intend to change. so if you read this and think to yourself "shit, i really haven't hung out with brian in awhile. something must be done." then you need to call my ass up or let me know, we should hang out. oh, and there's baskin robbins, which i fully intend to either discontinue or limit severely in the very near future. i've all but resecured this internship with a guy who does taxes, so if that works out ima do that full time, and probably tell baskin robbins to kill itself, or something equally violent. oh, and i've also embarked on a super duper quest to shed a few pounds lately, so wish me luck on that. god this journal has some really personal shit in it, i don't know why i let everyone read it. oh well! rollerblading tomorrow, then probably sitting on my ass again by like 9pm, but i'll try and make the best of it

ps. i know this song is... not really emo... but still pretty lame... but if you were in the mood i am right now you'd like it too

also... does anyone even read this shit anymore? aka livejournal? seems like everyone's a myspace whore these days.