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elise was right. i've abused my livejournal and i'm sorry. no one reads this anyway, so i figure its a good place to get stuff off my mind instead of bothering people on xanga. xanga is kinda my short, update journal. livejournal is usually where i come to vent and work things out on "paper". it kinda lets me talk to myself and i can read over my thoughts and whatnot. i used to use this a lot more, but since everyone else had a xanga, i got one also because no one was keeping up with livejournal anymore. elise is bringin it back, and im supporting the family. damn right.
plus, i should have a lot to update pretty soon. i've been pretty stressed to the point of sickness lately. i'm trying to not let people figure out that it's because stress, but they're starting to. i dont like people to know that i get stressed. i like being the 'optimistic kid' and the 'posi girl' and stuff like that. i dont mind when people know that i have flaws, everyone does. i guess i just dont like people knowing that i get sad sometimes. i like people to see me as a strong person. i like to think of myself as a strong person. i never let people see me cry. i'm content that way. i love helping people with their problems, but there are only a handful of people that i will share my problems with. i wont even tell my boyfriend.
anyway, i have a 5 minute speech i NEEEEED to write. haha and imma go take a shower instead. laterrrr fools.
plus, i should have a lot to update pretty soon. i've been pretty stressed to the point of sickness lately. i'm trying to not let people figure out that it's because stress, but they're starting to. i dont like people to know that i get stressed. i like being the 'optimistic kid' and the 'posi girl' and stuff like that. i dont mind when people know that i have flaws, everyone does. i guess i just dont like people knowing that i get sad sometimes. i like people to see me as a strong person. i like to think of myself as a strong person. i never let people see me cry. i'm content that way. i love helping people with their problems, but there are only a handful of people that i will share my problems with. i wont even tell my boyfriend.
anyway, i have a 5 minute speech i NEEEEED to write. haha and imma go take a shower instead. laterrrr fools.