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[iliachenvaar]

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

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it's all true

[rouxgoss]

You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Re: it's all true

[iliachenvaar]

___________.

*sigh. Is it? I feel very grey, and small, and lost, and meaningless.

Re: it's all true

[rouxgoss]

I think it must. Think about it from my perspective: you are a girl far away, whom I've only met once. It was a brief meeting even - a few hours, tops, and it was over a year ago. But I still remember you as this bright, wonderful thing that I felt privileged to finally meet. And even now (over a year later), you're still affecting my life in positive ways at every step. I know other people better, and talk more with some others - but you sent me a tiny piece of happiness in the post, one that I hold almost constantly when I'm in my room. I don't know how you affect where you are right now, but I expect it's in much more positive, colorful ways than you might guess. And I know it probably doesn't mean much, but there's a girl 3,000 miles away who thinks of you every time she holds a small bit of happiness in her hand, which is every day, and you are a constant reminder of the small kindnesses and compassion that makes it impossible to give up.

Re: it's all true

[iliachenvaar]

*flickering smile. Oh, Maggie. It is the little things like this that make me feel like maybe I can face the world after all. And when I feel like all I want to do is go crawl into a corner somewhere and never come out, I go back, and re-read them, and they remind me that something at least is worth it. Because I've made someone's life better, so maybe, somehow...it'll all be okay.

[psi_philosopher]

I was actually listening to that today.

Hope everything's all right. *hug*

[iliachenvaar]

*sigh. Depends on when you ask me. It varies from "almost" to "nonononono."