The end of the world.
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I had a disturbing dream last night. I was outside, on a big hill, surveying the countryside, though there was a rather large city not so far away. There was this well which I was watching because weird shit was coming out of it. And then there was another well all of a sudden a bit further behind where I was. I was getting creeped out by it, then suddenly I got a shit load of SMS's on my phone, from absolutely everyone I knew, as well as some other numbers. It was like the official Emergency thing. All it said was 'Evacuate the area immediately. We have one year to live, hopefully'. The next second I was running down the hill, trying to think of what to do, where to go, curious as to what was happening, incredibly sad to know everythign would probably end within a year and scared. Scared shitless.
People can watch disaster movies, can ponder what they would do in such situations. But that kind of stuff doens't hold weight. you can't fathom the gravity of the situation unless you are living in it, know that this is your reality, you can't just imagine it away. And so, this scared me a lot. Because for that moment, while I was dreaming, it was real. It was happening, and I could not escape the truth of that. And I seriously hope I never live to see the day we are actually faced with this as a species. Though current circumstances suggest we might be heading to a global crisis. I can't rightfully express that feeling of dread, that feeling of utter resignation and fear. I'm glad I woke up when I did, but I'm also annoyed that I didn't find out what had happened, what disaster befell the planet.
That dream has done absolutely nothing for my current frame of mind or mood. I feel thoroughly depressed and sad about nearly everything. I can't stop listening to morose and bitter sweet music. I feel so tired, constantly, and so very lazy. I have so much shit piling up which needs to be sorted. With Uni assessments, Canada trip organisation and bits and bobs I have to do here in Australia before I leave mid November. Time is running out, and it's stressing me out beyond reason.
I just want to lay in bed, and let the misery wash over and hope it passes by quickly.
Sorry for being all emo T__T
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1. name:
2. birthday:
3. place of residence:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric/quote:
12. best time of the year:
13: a recent picture of yourself:
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a song:
4. a comic book:
5. a short story:
6. a TV program:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.
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I had a disturbing dream last night. I was outside, on a big hill, surveying the countryside, though there was a rather large city not so far away. There was this well which I was watching because weird shit was coming out of it. And then there was another well all of a sudden a bit further behind where I was. I was getting creeped out by it, then suddenly I got a shit load of SMS's on my phone, from absolutely everyone I knew, as well as some other numbers. It was like the official Emergency thing. All it said was 'Evacuate the area immediately. We have one year to live, hopefully'. The next second I was running down the hill, trying to think of what to do, where to go, curious as to what was happening, incredibly sad to know everythign would probably end within a year and scared. Scared shitless.
People can watch disaster movies, can ponder what they would do in such situations. But that kind of stuff doens't hold weight. you can't fathom the gravity of the situation unless you are living in it, know that this is your reality, you can't just imagine it away. And so, this scared me a lot. Because for that moment, while I was dreaming, it was real. It was happening, and I could not escape the truth of that. And I seriously hope I never live to see the day we are actually faced with this as a species. Though current circumstances suggest we might be heading to a global crisis. I can't rightfully express that feeling of dread, that feeling of utter resignation and fear. I'm glad I woke up when I did, but I'm also annoyed that I didn't find out what had happened, what disaster befell the planet.
That dream has done absolutely nothing for my current frame of mind or mood. I feel thoroughly depressed and sad about nearly everything. I can't stop listening to morose and bitter sweet music. I feel so tired, constantly, and so very lazy. I have so much shit piling up which needs to be sorted. With Uni assessments, Canada trip organisation and bits and bobs I have to do here in Australia before I leave mid November. Time is running out, and it's stressing me out beyond reason.
I just want to lay in bed, and let the misery wash over and hope it passes by quickly.
Sorry for being all emo T__T