Those who go to parties...
I feel so out of it. So very out of it.
Attended Eva's 21st birthday bash last night. Was not as bad as I anticipated. But nothing memorable happened at it either. At around 10:30 we (Rowena, Em, Chris, Kylie, Grant and Sammie) decided to bugger off. We drove around Parramatta. I had the music blairing in my car and was singing along to it badly and loudly with the beloved Sam and Kye. Was a lot of fun. Then we dropped Chris off home and after parked somewhere and the remainder of us went looking for a pub. Somehow we ended up at a night club though. The pool tables were all taken. We walked in there and it was just a haze from the smoke.
Decided to sit outside and while Em and Ro were dancing on the floor the rest of us tried to have aocnversation and just kept making jokes about how we couldn't hear what any of us were saying. My throat got sore from the shouting, which is crap because I was just getting over my sore throat, but this activity just aggrivated it again.
Sam went and joined the ladies on the dancefloor and some guys tried to pick her up. Sam, Ro and Em laughed, and I am so sad that I missed it because I would have laughed too.
Kylie and I insisted to leave this 'hell-hole' after about 20 minutes. It was close to midnight anyway. This experience just helped to reaffirm how much I loathe places like that. I hate the atmosphere, I hate the music, I hate the people there. I hate NightClubs!
Em drove home then and I piled everyone into my car to drop them off at their respective places. One of the guys who tried to pick up Sam was driving beside us for a bit, which was hilarious, creepy and irritating coz I needed to turn into the left lane but the fucker was partially in my blind spot. Grr! But it was all cool after a while as he went straight and I went left.
Blasted more music and sang badly to it. Ok, I admit it... that probably also had something to do with my throat being in this state.
Slept over Ro's place. Had a wee bit of Kahlua before bed and that was it.
It was a nice evening but now I am buggered. Even though Ro's bed is comfortable as heck I always sleep a bit off when I'm not in my own bed. That coupled with a night out and a LOT of driving in a LOT of rain makes me drowsy today. And I'm also sore. But that might be from Karate. Anyway, so in short, I don't feel like painting today, though I know I need to get it done. ANd its not like I don't wanna paint. I love my J-rocker portraits. I am so happy to have a project to work on that I am actually... happy about! I am happy to be happy. Yeah!
Hmm.. I also feel a bit displaced because I should be at the 30th DOctor Who club anniversary meeting now and I'm not. That was a conscious decision and if I would be there right now I'd probably feel like crap and like I'd wanna sleep the day away, but still. I should be with my friends, laughing at how crap the quality of the old Doctor Who eps are.
I am so very happy, mentally. That essay from last week is such a huge load off me. There is this intense feeling of well-being and that things are ok in the back of my head. Could also be coz I'm going to Adelaide in 12 days. That alone... Euphoria!
I started downloading a new anime. It's called Gakuen Heaven. It is shounen-ai. Set in an all boys school. It doesn't have much note-worthy content in it at all. The characters are amusing and some creepy. The main character has some stupid insecurities, the plot is lax. But ... the guys are all so god-damn PRETTY! *drools* So that is enough to keep me watching. It's only 13 episodes after all... and it's based on a Japanese dating game, which explains just about EVERYTHING in this show. Shut up! I can be shallow and superficial at times too!
I am glad that my family is starting to get back to normal. The olds had a real nasty argument a week ago. Its taken the better part of the week for things to ease off again, but things are still not fixed. And they won't get any better either from this point. I thought stuff was mending but old wounds resurfaced and now, particularly my mother and grandmother, are in the same spot they have been for the past 22 years. Strange... I thought they had reconciled. Just goes to show how one good deed can be so easily thrown out the window. Sigh.
I like this song...
Dragonfly - Azure Ray
Immovable tower come crashing down
An uncertain hour in this little town
Will you step to the edge
Move on in the dark
Let a new man have your old heart
You could spend your whole life putting blocks back in place
With each trebling hand covering up the face
That seeks high places
Greedy dragonfly
So show a new man your old smile
Indomitable portrait that hangs in your mind
Waiting to be unveiled in your darkest time
So step to the edge
Move on in the dark
Let a new man have your old heart
Let a new man have your old heart
Dragonfly.mp3 3mb
Hmm...
Life is.... *grins madly*
Ja Ne!
Attended Eva's 21st birthday bash last night. Was not as bad as I anticipated. But nothing memorable happened at it either. At around 10:30 we (Rowena, Em, Chris, Kylie, Grant and Sammie) decided to bugger off. We drove around Parramatta. I had the music blairing in my car and was singing along to it badly and loudly with the beloved Sam and Kye. Was a lot of fun. Then we dropped Chris off home and after parked somewhere and the remainder of us went looking for a pub. Somehow we ended up at a night club though. The pool tables were all taken. We walked in there and it was just a haze from the smoke.
Decided to sit outside and while Em and Ro were dancing on the floor the rest of us tried to have aocnversation and just kept making jokes about how we couldn't hear what any of us were saying. My throat got sore from the shouting, which is crap because I was just getting over my sore throat, but this activity just aggrivated it again.
Sam went and joined the ladies on the dancefloor and some guys tried to pick her up. Sam, Ro and Em laughed, and I am so sad that I missed it because I would have laughed too.
Kylie and I insisted to leave this 'hell-hole' after about 20 minutes. It was close to midnight anyway. This experience just helped to reaffirm how much I loathe places like that. I hate the atmosphere, I hate the music, I hate the people there. I hate NightClubs!
Em drove home then and I piled everyone into my car to drop them off at their respective places. One of the guys who tried to pick up Sam was driving beside us for a bit, which was hilarious, creepy and irritating coz I needed to turn into the left lane but the fucker was partially in my blind spot. Grr! But it was all cool after a while as he went straight and I went left.
Blasted more music and sang badly to it. Ok, I admit it... that probably also had something to do with my throat being in this state.
Slept over Ro's place. Had a wee bit of Kahlua before bed and that was it.
It was a nice evening but now I am buggered. Even though Ro's bed is comfortable as heck I always sleep a bit off when I'm not in my own bed. That coupled with a night out and a LOT of driving in a LOT of rain makes me drowsy today. And I'm also sore. But that might be from Karate. Anyway, so in short, I don't feel like painting today, though I know I need to get it done. ANd its not like I don't wanna paint. I love my J-rocker portraits. I am so happy to have a project to work on that I am actually... happy about! I am happy to be happy. Yeah!
Hmm.. I also feel a bit displaced because I should be at the 30th DOctor Who club anniversary meeting now and I'm not. That was a conscious decision and if I would be there right now I'd probably feel like crap and like I'd wanna sleep the day away, but still. I should be with my friends, laughing at how crap the quality of the old Doctor Who eps are.
I am so very happy, mentally. That essay from last week is such a huge load off me. There is this intense feeling of well-being and that things are ok in the back of my head. Could also be coz I'm going to Adelaide in 12 days. That alone... Euphoria!
I started downloading a new anime. It's called Gakuen Heaven. It is shounen-ai. Set in an all boys school. It doesn't have much note-worthy content in it at all. The characters are amusing and some creepy. The main character has some stupid insecurities, the plot is lax. But ... the guys are all so god-damn PRETTY! *drools* So that is enough to keep me watching. It's only 13 episodes after all... and it's based on a Japanese dating game, which explains just about EVERYTHING in this show. Shut up! I can be shallow and superficial at times too!
I am glad that my family is starting to get back to normal. The olds had a real nasty argument a week ago. Its taken the better part of the week for things to ease off again, but things are still not fixed. And they won't get any better either from this point. I thought stuff was mending but old wounds resurfaced and now, particularly my mother and grandmother, are in the same spot they have been for the past 22 years. Strange... I thought they had reconciled. Just goes to show how one good deed can be so easily thrown out the window. Sigh.
I like this song...
Dragonfly - Azure Ray
Immovable tower come crashing down
An uncertain hour in this little town
Will you step to the edge
Move on in the dark
Let a new man have your old heart
You could spend your whole life putting blocks back in place
With each trebling hand covering up the face
That seeks high places
Greedy dragonfly
So show a new man your old smile
Indomitable portrait that hangs in your mind
Waiting to be unveiled in your darkest time
So step to the edge
Move on in the dark
Let a new man have your old heart
Let a new man have your old heart
Dragonfly.mp3 3mb
Hmm...
Life is.... *grins madly*
Ja Ne!