Because Havoc bugged me about this..
So Havoc went all buging me in AIM just now about my lack of an update, apparently once per month just isnt good enough for some people.
I suppose i've avoided posting in here again because i just never mind much of anything -to- post here. As i was trying to explain I tend to want to put good things here, rather than bitch and whine.
So i'll start this up with: I've updated my home page, for all that have not been there you won't see the differences, for those who have, here's the link. www.geocities.com/geneciasan/index.html
Trying my hand later this week, hopefully, at learning html so i can make this on Roses' servers, and not have to deal with external hosting for my novella.... speaking of that, i wonder if i will ever pick it up again? i don't know honestly, i LOVE that fic/story/novel/trilogy, but... there's a lot of complications with it at the moment. mostly my other half of the story (that from the main character's boyfriend POV) i've stopped talking to, and i doubt she wants to keep writing it.. without it, the book seems rather odd, because both of them go a different path to complete the game of D2.. hard to explain. So maybe i need to move on and find another subject to root myself in and write about. I do enjoy writing.
Hm, I've been drawing more lately. Did... two drawings in less than two weeks. Last one, of Ayaren Orill, i sent out to everyone i knew. Though the bottom half of it was rather rushed it turned out okay. People said she looked good. I need to get better with taking compliments. The other one i'm working on right now i give up with the lady's left arm, it's going behind her back now. simplicity sometimes, is a better answer.
What else here...?
Oh, today Rose loaned him his bike, okay well it's his stepfathers. They let me borrow if for however i want. it's an old mid 80's Fuji road bike. You know, the kind you gotta lean into. Very odd for me. it has these funny things you put your feet in, Toe Clips, rose called them. Rather difficult at first, but i'm getting it. We biked all the way to Ralphs in town for some soda. Nearly killed myself cause i'm so out of shape it's just wrong. Hopefully i wont be soon enough. Gotta find a good place to go biking around here.
After that, i hung out with him, played the Mud a bit, we updated World of Warcraft (Blizz, boys, why bit torrent?!) which took forever, and i'm hoping to get it soon. I've not played a MMORPG before that one, and it's a rather interesting experience. So hopefully, my tax return will come soon so i can go be a whore for this game (rather jokingly. please, no comments.)
News besides games, our lease on this wonderful apartment we're in ends in a few days, (end of the month) and on top of that, they feel the need to raise the rent. We pay 850. I think that another 25 doller increase is beyond rediculous. We were looking into homes down the street (apparently mom and dad have been renting for 21 years now) and we found a nice place, called Simmons Mill. They're duplex's which i still don't like (i've had enough neighbors, i want my own place where i can be loud with music) and well, i'm about ready to grab both my parents and drag them into a loan office. Dad is apathetic about the whole deal, he dosen't care where he lives so's long as he has a roof over his head and a place to sleep. Mom's tired of renting. so i'm trying to step in and make things better and see if we can get a house. Apparently, the people here where we live will let you rent (till june) month to month if you don't plan to renew your lease. so we might be doing that. I *hope* we move. I'm tired as well of not being able to paint a room, or worry about too many posters. I crave freedom to staple fabric to my walls, you get the drift.
With that, and the loan of a bike i'm trying to motivate myself more and get a job. I really need one. Mom wants me out of the house, i can tell. and it's not like i don't agree. i *do* need to do something. I do play the mud *less* than i used to, but i sleep in till 12 most days, that's not good. So with a bike i should be able to bike down the hill into town and search for a job. Ere's been my motivator lately, i thank him for that.
Uggggh what else to write? Oh yes, i've been thinking about college more seriously now. I'm getting tired of not going to school i REALLY enjoyed college, and i think i'm going to switch my path to Asian Studies. Asia has always facinated me, and so has Medievil stuff, but i think i'm gonna check out the Asian Studies, perhaps it will get me to Japan? Who knows. So mom and i are taking a vacation/tour of a cool college in Vancouver, BC, CA soon. I'm excited. This college looks good, they don't care about SAT scores, and i'd rather live in Canada anyhow. I like them better.
It's sort of odd because i was going to go to the local colleges here and stay state local, but i realised all the reasons i was staying here was because i have friends here. and those friends... that i speak of, don't even talk to me anymore. So what's the point? I'm not working my ass off in Community College to go to a college that dosen't have what *I* like. Even if it means moving to Canada, i still will have the internet, and my ways to contact friends there. I *wills* miss my new friends i've met here. So don't worry guys. And besides that's in the near next-year-type-future. Not tomorrow. So i can't hypervenolate over that yet.
And i think this entry's long enough for Havoc now. And for the rest of you all too. Perhaps tomorrow will go *much* better than today, i hope so. Better days are good.
-Ilharae.
I suppose i've avoided posting in here again because i just never mind much of anything -to- post here. As i was trying to explain I tend to want to put good things here, rather than bitch and whine.
So i'll start this up with: I've updated my home page, for all that have not been there you won't see the differences, for those who have, here's the link. www.geocities.com/geneciasan/index.html
Trying my hand later this week, hopefully, at learning html so i can make this on Roses' servers, and not have to deal with external hosting for my novella.... speaking of that, i wonder if i will ever pick it up again? i don't know honestly, i LOVE that fic/story/novel/trilogy, but... there's a lot of complications with it at the moment. mostly my other half of the story (that from the main character's boyfriend POV) i've stopped talking to, and i doubt she wants to keep writing it.. without it, the book seems rather odd, because both of them go a different path to complete the game of D2.. hard to explain. So maybe i need to move on and find another subject to root myself in and write about. I do enjoy writing.
Hm, I've been drawing more lately. Did... two drawings in less than two weeks. Last one, of Ayaren Orill, i sent out to everyone i knew. Though the bottom half of it was rather rushed it turned out okay. People said she looked good. I need to get better with taking compliments. The other one i'm working on right now i give up with the lady's left arm, it's going behind her back now. simplicity sometimes, is a better answer.
What else here...?
Oh, today Rose loaned him his bike, okay well it's his stepfathers. They let me borrow if for however i want. it's an old mid 80's Fuji road bike. You know, the kind you gotta lean into. Very odd for me. it has these funny things you put your feet in, Toe Clips, rose called them. Rather difficult at first, but i'm getting it. We biked all the way to Ralphs in town for some soda. Nearly killed myself cause i'm so out of shape it's just wrong. Hopefully i wont be soon enough. Gotta find a good place to go biking around here.
After that, i hung out with him, played the Mud a bit, we updated World of Warcraft (Blizz, boys, why bit torrent?!) which took forever, and i'm hoping to get it soon. I've not played a MMORPG before that one, and it's a rather interesting experience. So hopefully, my tax return will come soon so i can go be a whore for this game (rather jokingly. please, no comments.)
News besides games, our lease on this wonderful apartment we're in ends in a few days, (end of the month) and on top of that, they feel the need to raise the rent. We pay 850. I think that another 25 doller increase is beyond rediculous. We were looking into homes down the street (apparently mom and dad have been renting for 21 years now) and we found a nice place, called Simmons Mill. They're duplex's which i still don't like (i've had enough neighbors, i want my own place where i can be loud with music) and well, i'm about ready to grab both my parents and drag them into a loan office. Dad is apathetic about the whole deal, he dosen't care where he lives so's long as he has a roof over his head and a place to sleep. Mom's tired of renting. so i'm trying to step in and make things better and see if we can get a house. Apparently, the people here where we live will let you rent (till june) month to month if you don't plan to renew your lease. so we might be doing that. I *hope* we move. I'm tired as well of not being able to paint a room, or worry about too many posters. I crave freedom to staple fabric to my walls, you get the drift.
With that, and the loan of a bike i'm trying to motivate myself more and get a job. I really need one. Mom wants me out of the house, i can tell. and it's not like i don't agree. i *do* need to do something. I do play the mud *less* than i used to, but i sleep in till 12 most days, that's not good. So with a bike i should be able to bike down the hill into town and search for a job. Ere's been my motivator lately, i thank him for that.
Uggggh what else to write? Oh yes, i've been thinking about college more seriously now. I'm getting tired of not going to school i REALLY enjoyed college, and i think i'm going to switch my path to Asian Studies. Asia has always facinated me, and so has Medievil stuff, but i think i'm gonna check out the Asian Studies, perhaps it will get me to Japan? Who knows. So mom and i are taking a vacation/tour of a cool college in Vancouver, BC, CA soon. I'm excited. This college looks good, they don't care about SAT scores, and i'd rather live in Canada anyhow. I like them better.
It's sort of odd because i was going to go to the local colleges here and stay state local, but i realised all the reasons i was staying here was because i have friends here. and those friends... that i speak of, don't even talk to me anymore. So what's the point? I'm not working my ass off in Community College to go to a college that dosen't have what *I* like. Even if it means moving to Canada, i still will have the internet, and my ways to contact friends there. I *wills* miss my new friends i've met here. So don't worry guys. And besides that's in the near next-year-type-future. Not tomorrow. So i can't hypervenolate over that yet.
And i think this entry's long enough for Havoc now. And for the rest of you all too. Perhaps tomorrow will go *much* better than today, i hope so. Better days are good.
-Ilharae.