Flargh. My new word
I think i'm going to take after NeoShadow here, and do a real entry here as well. It's time i stop being lazy and posting quizzes, me thinks.
And while i may not have melodramatic music, here goes my post.
Well, it's thursday, one of my not so favorite days of the week-- yet better than a monday. Yesterday just sucked because i drove all the way to cattins for nothing, then didn't have the right phone numbers. Yeah no fun. So after i did get home i did a bunch of Stepmania, which was fun. Then a friend called me and we had a slightly intellectual stiumlating conversation, After that i went to bed.
And today, today i am suposed to hang out with Elgaladwen and Theotus, we'll see if that happens. I don't plan 100% on anythings anymore, because as life dictates, people's schedules change. Tomorrow is friday, and thank the gods I'M DONE WITH PHYSICAL THEREPY! If you all know me well enough you know how much bitching i have done on that subject. Tomorrow is my strength test and then i'm outie. I only wish that PT had helped me a bit more. Yes i can do a lot of stuff i couldn't, but i still get that ouch feeling when i roll over in bed and put my knee the wrong way, and sometimes still when i attempt to kneel. I'm simply just too afraid to go in for knee surgery then go BACK to PT. No, thanks, i think i'd rather live with minor pain and just suck it up. Really.
Adding onto the friday joy, Rose and Thetlan and I will be doing some DDR fun at his house. Splediferous is what i say.
And with that my weekend comes to an end, but not before i hear my Prince of Persia music, (thanks Theo for giving me the glory of Gaming FM)
Let's see what else can i ramble about?
I could actually make a thought out responce to a question i was asked last night. I think i will do that. The question was "Why do people trust again." This of course was what spawned the phonecall i got, but after i hung up and that person logged off, i realised i had a much more thought out answer-- infact i kept adding to it for about another half hour before i drifted off to my Reverie.
Answer:
People trust because it is a built in instinct for humans to possess. I still stick to what i did say though; that being humans are stupid, and don't seem to always learn the first time over from hurt, yet it is still enevitable that they will eventually trust again wheither they themselves want to. Trust is born from the human instinct, i believe, of wanting to be held, appreciated and comforted. When you are in a relationship, you know what it means to be loved, or cared for. The moment that is gone a person feels like he/she has lost something, a part of them (wheither they want to or not, admit it to themselves) And thus they begin again trying to seek out that missing piece (this is where soul-mate discussions can come into hand, a piece missing and the like) And when they find someone the can once instill this piece of emotion called trust in, they ineviatbly will. Wheither or not they get burned by their lack of judgement is a different story.
[Please keep in mind, that is my personal view. I don't want to see your flames because you don't agree with me. I respect everyone's right to their own opinion, and thus, please respect mine, since i was answering a question for a friend. Thanks.]
Now that i have that bit out of the way. Listening to this music makes me definatly miss belly-dancing. That stuff was fun.
anyhow.
I could rant on how most RP is losing it's value for me, but i'd rather just pretend it's not and just skip that subject.
I think i will.
Well, to all my other friends out there, please keep safe and stay less stressed. I do believe this entry is done for now.
-Ilharae
And while i may not have melodramatic music, here goes my post.
Well, it's thursday, one of my not so favorite days of the week-- yet better than a monday. Yesterday just sucked because i drove all the way to cattins for nothing, then didn't have the right phone numbers. Yeah no fun. So after i did get home i did a bunch of Stepmania, which was fun. Then a friend called me and we had a slightly intellectual stiumlating conversation, After that i went to bed.
And today, today i am suposed to hang out with Elgaladwen and Theotus, we'll see if that happens. I don't plan 100% on anythings anymore, because as life dictates, people's schedules change. Tomorrow is friday, and thank the gods I'M DONE WITH PHYSICAL THEREPY! If you all know me well enough you know how much bitching i have done on that subject. Tomorrow is my strength test and then i'm outie. I only wish that PT had helped me a bit more. Yes i can do a lot of stuff i couldn't, but i still get that ouch feeling when i roll over in bed and put my knee the wrong way, and sometimes still when i attempt to kneel. I'm simply just too afraid to go in for knee surgery then go BACK to PT. No, thanks, i think i'd rather live with minor pain and just suck it up. Really.
Adding onto the friday joy, Rose and Thetlan and I will be doing some DDR fun at his house. Splediferous is what i say.
And with that my weekend comes to an end, but not before i hear my Prince of Persia music, (thanks Theo for giving me the glory of Gaming FM)
Let's see what else can i ramble about?
I could actually make a thought out responce to a question i was asked last night. I think i will do that. The question was "Why do people trust again." This of course was what spawned the phonecall i got, but after i hung up and that person logged off, i realised i had a much more thought out answer-- infact i kept adding to it for about another half hour before i drifted off to my Reverie.
Answer:
People trust because it is a built in instinct for humans to possess. I still stick to what i did say though; that being humans are stupid, and don't seem to always learn the first time over from hurt, yet it is still enevitable that they will eventually trust again wheither they themselves want to. Trust is born from the human instinct, i believe, of wanting to be held, appreciated and comforted. When you are in a relationship, you know what it means to be loved, or cared for. The moment that is gone a person feels like he/she has lost something, a part of them (wheither they want to or not, admit it to themselves) And thus they begin again trying to seek out that missing piece (this is where soul-mate discussions can come into hand, a piece missing and the like) And when they find someone the can once instill this piece of emotion called trust in, they ineviatbly will. Wheither or not they get burned by their lack of judgement is a different story.
[Please keep in mind, that is my personal view. I don't want to see your flames because you don't agree with me. I respect everyone's right to their own opinion, and thus, please respect mine, since i was answering a question for a friend. Thanks.]
Now that i have that bit out of the way. Listening to this music makes me definatly miss belly-dancing. That stuff was fun.
anyhow.
I could rant on how most RP is losing it's value for me, but i'd rather just pretend it's not and just skip that subject.
I think i will.
Well, to all my other friends out there, please keep safe and stay less stressed. I do believe this entry is done for now.
-Ilharae