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Every day i wake up and my stomach hurts.
Last night i got really drunk off of 40s and whispered in lucas' ear without realizing how sexual it must have seemed to other people (really we were just talking about boys and exes).
Being happy and being stable and smiling and making friends and looking at people in the eye is fun and easy and my mom would be proud (except for the whole alchohol thing)
but
i have a pit in my stomach and something tells me i won't like today. at all.
but maybe i will. maybe the fact that tribe just came on itunes is a good sign.
Last night i got really drunk off of 40s and whispered in lucas' ear without realizing how sexual it must have seemed to other people (really we were just talking about boys and exes).
Being happy and being stable and smiling and making friends and looking at people in the eye is fun and easy and my mom would be proud (except for the whole alchohol thing)
but
i have a pit in my stomach and something tells me i won't like today. at all.
but maybe i will. maybe the fact that tribe just came on itunes is a good sign.