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well its been almost a year since i have updated, crazy shit...
not exactly sure what my deal is right now, im very emotional, and i dont know why....
I've been thinking about her a lot lately, why wont she call? why dosen't she care? am i really that bad of a daughter for her to just stop loving me all together? What did i do?
My mother hasnt called me in over a month. the only reason i have seen her is because i went to Katies first day of school, thats the only reason why....She dosent call, she dosent write, she dosent carfe, i just want to know why? why would you adandon your children like this? it hurts, it really does, i thought i would get used to this feeling, but no, i havnt
the pain is here, and its real, and it sucks....i need a mother, she just dosent understand that, she dosent know how to be a mother to a 20 year old woman. it hurts, and at the moment, it feels like the pain could kill me....
not exactly sure what my deal is right now, im very emotional, and i dont know why....
I've been thinking about her a lot lately, why wont she call? why dosen't she care? am i really that bad of a daughter for her to just stop loving me all together? What did i do?
My mother hasnt called me in over a month. the only reason i have seen her is because i went to Katies first day of school, thats the only reason why....She dosent call, she dosent write, she dosent carfe, i just want to know why? why would you adandon your children like this? it hurts, it really does, i thought i would get used to this feeling, but no, i havnt
the pain is here, and its real, and it sucks....i need a mother, she just dosent understand that, she dosent know how to be a mother to a 20 year old woman. it hurts, and at the moment, it feels like the pain could kill me....