Sep 19, 2006 16:41
Ok well I haven't posted anything in a while so what's new in the life of Lynn? I'm 21 now and currently single again. I'm hating my job more so than ever because it brings me some serious stress. I had to go to court for CompUSA becuase we were being suit because I wouldn't return a guys computer. We won by default because the guy didn't show up. Everyone should know by now how I get my seriously bad migraines and how nothing has been able to help them. Well, I was starting to get one today and I had to work from 11-7. Well I drove all the way to work and it hit me like a train when I got out of the car. I got really dizzy and the light was killing me. I clocked in and headed to the front. My left eye felt like it was going to pop out of it's socket. My eyes were tearing up but I wanted to cry so bad. My manager Cassie saw me and told me to go home. I was the annoying person going 55 on I-75 because I didn't want to kill myself. I came home and found my nose sprays, took one and went to sleep. Now it just feels like I still really sleepy, like I'm floating, have the shakes, and have a bad headache but I can function ok with a headache because I get those almost everyday anyway. When I woke up I looked at my phone and I have 4 missed calls and all of them were from work. Dave was getting yelled at by one of my rebate customers because the guy felt like it was taking too long. Well Dave left me a nice pleasant voicemail. I really need to find a new job, one that pays more. Life in general is stressing me out. I really wish that I wasn't raised treat others the way you want to be treated because that has only lead to people walking all over me. I hate my flaws. Life has been really rough these past few months, I don't know what to do. Everyone has stress I guess but I'm having a really hard time dealing with mine. Maybe I should go back to my doctor and get back on the meds. I just didn't like how they made me feel.