I have nightmares after seeing Saw
I haven't written in this thing as much as I used to, probably because I haven't been stuck at a job that I sit in front of a computer bored out of my skull. Anyway I've notice that I'm a lot different of a person than I was two years ago....
First off I'm kind of like a gamer now. I spend a lot of time zoning out on my PS2. My current time waster is the the Silent Hill series. I've beat Silent Hill 2 and 3, half way through 1, and just bought Silent Hill 4. I'm not sure I like Silent Hill 4 yet, its a bit different than the others, but I'll probably get into it. I also play a lot of ddr and ddrmax2 because I feel my health has kind of declined since the whole anxiety issue, but I'm getting freaking awesome at ddr and so is my brother so its fun stuff.
Second I hang out with like none of my friends now. Just my brother and my boyfriend. Thats my fault entirely. I pushed all my friends away because I'm really ashamed about my anxiety and the medications I take. I was such a strong person, I don't want to have them see me be this weak.
Third, I actually have a functional relationship. Its not like the other half ass relationships I've had. Jordan is a great guy. Unfortunately he was just diagnosed with myelodysplastic syndrome or "Pre-Leukemia" so now we wait for him to start the bone marrow transplant process with is long and painful. It going to break my heart, but its a reliable cure and he's going to be ok and thats whats important.
I'm still looking for full time work if anyone has a lead. My internship is lots of fun, but it ends in December and it pays crappy so I need something else. I'm really dragging without a car.
On the happy side of things Xiph.org is finally adopting the logos I made for them like 2 years ago. I'll be excited when I start seeing my work on their website and on products. I want my Theora kitty on a t-shirt so bad.
First off I'm kind of like a gamer now. I spend a lot of time zoning out on my PS2. My current time waster is the the Silent Hill series. I've beat Silent Hill 2 and 3, half way through 1, and just bought Silent Hill 4. I'm not sure I like Silent Hill 4 yet, its a bit different than the others, but I'll probably get into it. I also play a lot of ddr and ddrmax2 because I feel my health has kind of declined since the whole anxiety issue, but I'm getting freaking awesome at ddr and so is my brother so its fun stuff.
Second I hang out with like none of my friends now. Just my brother and my boyfriend. Thats my fault entirely. I pushed all my friends away because I'm really ashamed about my anxiety and the medications I take. I was such a strong person, I don't want to have them see me be this weak.
Third, I actually have a functional relationship. Its not like the other half ass relationships I've had. Jordan is a great guy. Unfortunately he was just diagnosed with myelodysplastic syndrome or "Pre-Leukemia" so now we wait for him to start the bone marrow transplant process with is long and painful. It going to break my heart, but its a reliable cure and he's going to be ok and thats whats important.
I'm still looking for full time work if anyone has a lead. My internship is lots of fun, but it ends in December and it pays crappy so I need something else. I'm really dragging without a car.
On the happy side of things Xiph.org is finally adopting the logos I made for them like 2 years ago. I'll be excited when I start seeing my work on their website and on products. I want my Theora kitty on a t-shirt so bad.