Mar 19, 2006 19:44
wow okay well ben was on vacation and it went okay until that time of the month came then i got all emotional and sappy. It sucked cuz thats not me. I cried at everything when ben let go of me i cried. i cried just laying there i was all weird. Friday we went bowling that was fun. we didn't get any time for just us which i hated A LOT I really wanted time with him just me and him no one else. I d k i'm gay i guess lol not that gay but gay. I wish i had time with him just him. This summer i hope i get some time to go to the lighthouse in portland and walk around and look at the forts and stuff i really have my heart set on doing that. I love that place it makes me smile unless its really windy or cold or raining lol. Hopefully we go. that would be perfect for a one yearer lol o well watever ben plans i'll be happy. Even if its to just hang out. :) see happy lol well anyways over all this vacation was good really good. we made cake hung out at richards and wally's which was fun til i got tired lol. well i got to go talk to my lover who hopefully will read this and get all my hints lol