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Wow. I must be the worst at this journal stuff. Im going to try to be better at it.
My life hasn't had too much excitment in it... break was nice i guess. I didn't do that much. Sunday, the day after christmas, I got in a huge fight with my mom...yeah i ran off to bellvue on monday cause we thought we needed a day apart...turned out she didn't want me coming home monday night.. "because of traffic reasons..." thinking thats not the whole thing, but whatever, so I stayed at my friend Bryon's house. Oh yes, i was very surprised that my mother rathered me stay at a guys house overnight then drive home in traffic, something was bothering her. Anyways...we hung out, he took me out to dinner after i watched him teach a dance class, we went to a horribly gross denny's and the waitresses were terrible, he had to chase one down to get a refill of soda. hahaha. Then i followed him out to his friend daryls place and met his friend then i followed him back to his grandparents house. There I sat and chatted with his grandma, while he talked to some girl on his cell for a couple minutes, then he got off and we sat on the couch and watched dodgeball, yeah not sure what i think of that movie yet...then he got on the computers and hooked up his laptop to the internet so i could check my email, and then showed me how to play grand theft auto or whatever, hahahaha man that is a pointless game, but fun...i stole a million cars and caught like 5 of them on fire, he enjoyed laughing at me. figures. then i watched t.v. and he stayed on the computer playing a game, then he quizzed me on music and it became like 1:30 am and i got tired and told him i wanted to go to bed. He gave me his bed and he slept on the couch. haha. what a nice boy. He is seriously one of the best friends I have I think. and I don't even see him that often. I couldn't thank him and his grandma enough for letting me stay there. I needed to get away. The next day his mom showed up and i sat and talked with his grandparents and mother while he made omelettes and then we went to the studio and i took class kind of and then headed home.
The rest of the week I stayed out of the house as much as possible, went shopping a lot. New years was fine. I went to Kelly's and we laid on her bed and watched I love the 90's until the countdown for the new years. I went to bed shortly after midnight.
School has started up again and I see couples everywhere. I don't know if its just me, but its beginning to be harder and harder to watch people together, and not have someone also. I guess thats how things work. Theres no one here for me anyways.
So yeah i have no idea what im gonna do next year...im kind of screwed. and really very scared...do i want to try to dance? or start applying to colleges? but if i want to go to college...what do i want to go to college for? im going crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. bleh.
I don't really have anything to complain about, but yet something doesn't feel right somehow. Im not sure what it is...im happy, but not. its really weird. I don't like this feeling.
wow this is plenty long enough. im off.
-Katrina
My life hasn't had too much excitment in it... break was nice i guess. I didn't do that much. Sunday, the day after christmas, I got in a huge fight with my mom...yeah i ran off to bellvue on monday cause we thought we needed a day apart...turned out she didn't want me coming home monday night.. "because of traffic reasons..." thinking thats not the whole thing, but whatever, so I stayed at my friend Bryon's house. Oh yes, i was very surprised that my mother rathered me stay at a guys house overnight then drive home in traffic, something was bothering her. Anyways...we hung out, he took me out to dinner after i watched him teach a dance class, we went to a horribly gross denny's and the waitresses were terrible, he had to chase one down to get a refill of soda. hahaha. Then i followed him out to his friend daryls place and met his friend then i followed him back to his grandparents house. There I sat and chatted with his grandma, while he talked to some girl on his cell for a couple minutes, then he got off and we sat on the couch and watched dodgeball, yeah not sure what i think of that movie yet...then he got on the computers and hooked up his laptop to the internet so i could check my email, and then showed me how to play grand theft auto or whatever, hahahaha man that is a pointless game, but fun...i stole a million cars and caught like 5 of them on fire, he enjoyed laughing at me. figures. then i watched t.v. and he stayed on the computer playing a game, then he quizzed me on music and it became like 1:30 am and i got tired and told him i wanted to go to bed. He gave me his bed and he slept on the couch. haha. what a nice boy. He is seriously one of the best friends I have I think. and I don't even see him that often. I couldn't thank him and his grandma enough for letting me stay there. I needed to get away. The next day his mom showed up and i sat and talked with his grandparents and mother while he made omelettes and then we went to the studio and i took class kind of and then headed home.
The rest of the week I stayed out of the house as much as possible, went shopping a lot. New years was fine. I went to Kelly's and we laid on her bed and watched I love the 90's until the countdown for the new years. I went to bed shortly after midnight.
School has started up again and I see couples everywhere. I don't know if its just me, but its beginning to be harder and harder to watch people together, and not have someone also. I guess thats how things work. Theres no one here for me anyways.
So yeah i have no idea what im gonna do next year...im kind of screwed. and really very scared...do i want to try to dance? or start applying to colleges? but if i want to go to college...what do i want to go to college for? im going crazy. I don't know what to do anymore. bleh.
I don't really have anything to complain about, but yet something doesn't feel right somehow. Im not sure what it is...im happy, but not. its really weird. I don't like this feeling.
wow this is plenty long enough. im off.
-Katrina